'U GOT IT' [X1; HAN SEUNGWOO]

XII

''Why do you look so tired?'' Yohan asked me as I look so dull and down at the canteen.

''He's been so close to me these days... you know he came back and starts getting all close with me, I don't know, I feel like I have a mixed feelings right now. I miss him all these past years I did miss him and then I moved on but now that he's back I don't know what to do, I don't understand myself, I feel like something is blocking my feelings" I sighed as I flopped my head back on the chair.

Yohan held my hand with a worried face before saying ''I don't understand love bestie but I just hope you won't have to go through what he did  to you before if he does it again I'm going to taekwondo kick his ass'' I just laughed.

I was about to say something but someone coughed making us look to see Sejun standing with two trays of food.

''Can I join?'' He asked smiling showing his dimples, it's  what I love most about him. His dimples. Seungwoo also has dimples. What the heck Ha Eun.

''Yeah, you can sit here. I'm sitting next to her'' Yohan said and moved to sit next to me ans Sejun sat in front of me handing me the tray of food.

''You got me these?" I looked at the food and see that the pickled radish was removed from the rice because normally they have radish in there and besides from Gyul and Yohan I don't remember who else knows I hate it. Seungwoo.

"Have any of you seen Seungwoo?" I asked both of them.

"I'm not sure too I haven't seen him around today" Yohan answered while shoving food inside his mouth.

"You?" I looked at Sejun and he shook his head as well. Weird, he's never been absent without telling me. He always told me. I sent him a message hoping for a reply.

"Hurry up and eat, lunch time's almost over" Sejun said and pushed my tray closer to me.

"Okay" I nodded and smiled at him before digging in.

Class is finally over, but Seungwoo is still nowhere to be found. He didn't reply to any of my messages either. I sent him 3 messages I even double texted him.

"Hey! Let me take you home" Sejun stood in front of my table.

"Hey! You surprised me!" I slapped his arm and he just smiled at me. "Give me a second" I told him and he waited in front of the door.

"Let's go" I stood beside him and to my surprise he took my hand and held it before walking.

The whole walk was kind of awkward. We didn't really say anything and I'm kind of unfamiliar with the skinship we're sharing. It feels... somehow weird to me.

"Are you still living alone?" He asked me and I just nodded.

"Aren't you scared? It's quite dangerous too, so don't come home too late. But it's ok now since I can take you home" He said and squeezed my hand a bit. I felt too uncomfortable so I removed my hand from his grip.

"Sorry, my hand is kind of sweaty" I told him looking away and he just smiles. "I'm not scared though, I've always come home with Gyul but now Seungwoo's here with me so it's alright" I replied back.

"But don't you get scared at night? It seems scary for me" He asked questioningly.

"No, every night I would talk with Yohan or Seungwoo before I sleep and they would accompany me most of the times, and they're always on call, they don't live that faraway anyways so they can reach here quickly if I need anything" I smiled thinking of how lucky I am to have amazing friends like them.

"Oh, they really care about you, especially Seungwoo hyung, he's always been cold to people at first, especially girls. So I was quite surprised you guys are so close" He looked to my side for a bit.