And July ( Taehyung FF)

Beginning Of April (pt. 2)

Before I get started with this chapter I just wanna say that this song is incredible and my honey 🍯 DEAN is foiiiiiiiiinnnne. Ok on with the chapter now.

* Cha-ri POV *

He flipped me around to face him, " And you should be more careful." he was so close. Too close maybe. But the worst part is that I loved it, what's wrong with me. My heart was beating so fast and I felt my entire face heating up, it seemed like we were staring into each other's eyes for what seemed like an eternity.

" O-ok Jungkook" I was surprised to see that he was here, usually he comes to school late but today he was here on time. Most people are scared of Jungkook they think he's mean and I guess a "bad boy", but to me, he's a sweetheart I don't know where people get this idea from. Ok so what if he skips school and classes sometimes and is kinda cold towards strangers he's a sweetheart.

I pulled away and both Jimin and Tae came to see if I was okay. "Guys I'm fine. But I won't be if you guys keep doing this." I chuckled. 

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I was at home getting ready and packing a bag to go to Kookie's when I heard my doorbell ring. It was probably Taehyung but I didn't feel like getting the door. " Aishhhhh!!! The one time mom isn't home!" I huffed under my breath.

"I'm ready! What's taking you so long?" Taehyung just barged in once I opened the door.

"What the hell! Well hello to you too Tae." I sarcastically replied. " Anyways I'm almost done with my bag. Give me like five minutes." I walked up to my room with Tae following me. Suddenly I felt myself being pinned up against the wall by Taehyung. 

"Do we really have to go we can stay over here just me and you? We don't need them." My breath hitched. He was so close to my face I felt my face burning.

"Uggh move you, dummy. What are you even talking about aishhh." I hit him in his head and walked away quickly trying to hide face.

"Geez, you could've just used your words you're so abusive." Taehyung pouted and rubbed his head. 

"Whatever," I said after I finished putting my necessities in my bag "Let's go".

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"Hi, Kookie!!" I ran up and hugged him. To be honest, me and him haven't hung out in a long time I mean we see each other in school but we don't share a lot of classes so I was kinda excited. Jungkook wrapped his arms around my waist and deepened the hug I froze up again. What was up with him?

"Ummm.....I'm here too..."

"Sorry. Hey, Jimin" I gave him a brief hug and walked into the house. I could feel his eyes on me watching me. When I turned around I saw him eyeing me like a predator watching its prey. What's up with all the boys today? Meh, whatever they're probably just on their periods or something. "Okay, guys what should we do?" I turned back to them to see them already looking at me.

"Let's watch a movie. Cha-ri you pick." Taehyung answered 

"Uhhh..... maybe this one" I pointed to one of the movies on the screen of the tv, it was #ALIVE. 

"We always watch that one let's watch this one!" Tae points to a k-drama, Strong Woman Do Bong-Soon.

"That's not even a movie and if you were gonna argue with me then why did you ask me?" I said out of frustration. "Why don't we let Kookie pick then?" I said watching Jungkook's movements, as of lately I noticed how gracefully he moved and found myself watching him really intensely and the same with Jimin. Just something about them had me intrigued I had the same feelings when I first started to fall for Taehyung, was I starting to fall for them? Nope. I was just interested in the way a child is interested in they're surroundings I kinda wanted to make Tae jealous, maybe he would like me then after all forbidden fruit is more appetizing. 

* Taehyung P.O.V. *

Why is she looking at him like that.... no not just looking watching.....staring. She just threw our whole feud to the side and brung him up, why Cha-ri? I was filled with rage but kept my composure I didn't want a repeat of this morning she would think that I'm a trouble maker. Was it wrong for me to just want her to love me the way I love her?

 Is it wrong for me to want her to look at me how I look at her, for me to want to hear her say the words that will change my life " I love you Taehyung."

 My heart ached. My head was throbbing. I wanted to tell her but I'm a coward, I can't do it. I play childish pranks and pick fights with her, just to get her attention. But what happens when there are no more pranks and nothing else to argue about? What will I mean to her then? I couldn't watch them anymore. I went up to the bathroom and cried.

* Cha-ri P.O.V. *

After a little bit, we forgot about the movie Jimin was using his phone and I was talking to Kookie when Tae suddenly went upstairs in a panicked manner. I followed him I was a bit frazzled I wanted to know what was happening with him. He slammed the bathroom door shut, I  stood outside the door. " Taehyung what happened?" No response. " Are you okay?" Nothing. "Taehyung come on you're scaring me..." Plain bitter silence. " Please....."

"Cha-ri."

"Yes," I was so glad that he had answered me. Now I could know what was wrong, but my breath hitches that the next six words he said.

"I have to tell you something."

Ok and that's the end of this chapter. This one probably sucks and was way too dramatic but I felt like I had to update and that this story was moving way too slow. Please leave any feedback in the comments or message me about it sorry for not updating, if anyone even reads this. Online school is harder than regular school, to be honest, and I'm stressed and overwhelmed. 

But anyways I've been reading other fanfics and I was up at like 3 am yesterday

And I started reading their other book The Hostess they're a really good author so if you aren't go read and support them. Ok, that's all. Byeeeeeeeee!

I purple you all💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜