Change My Mind (One Direction - LiLo One Shot)

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"You can't just do that to me, Lou!"

I stand up and walks slowly toward the front door, brings up my suitcase. It's about 10 pm, Tears goes madly on my cheeks. My heart's boiling up to my head. I just.... I lost it.

"I can do anything I want on my own" I said surprisingly calm as I stop on the door frame

"Why do you even wanna  go? What's the big deal?" He said behind me.

I turn around, not stepping any closer. Just turn around. I catch his confuse brown eyes right there, stare deep into my blue ones.

"Niall just came over from Nandos and he was tired. Is that wrong if I allow him to take a nap on my bed? He's my best friend, Lou, like you"

I feel a pang on my chest

"And I know Niall also YOUR best friend. So what makes it so wrong to let your best friend sleep on your bed?"

You, Liam James Payne.  You are the one who makes everything so complicated. The feelings I get whenever someone else close to you, it hurts. It hurts cause I know you wouldn't assume me as anything more than best friend. I love you, payne. Just if you can hear my thoughts, I love you so much. Too much for a best friend. Ever since you came out and said you're gay, my life goes crazy. You know what makes it even crazier? ; the fact that management put us in the same flat. I love you since the first time we met at the X-factor. But you never seems to give the signal back to me. You don't love me... like I love you.

"Lou?" I snap out of my deep thoughts as he calls my name.

"Yea?"

"Why?"

I feel something drop around my stomach. I just... I can't say it. I can't just say, 'Hi I'm Louis Tomlinson and I love you' no. Just if it's that easy..

"I- I..." what should I say?

"I just don't like it if you or anyone brought someone inside our flat without my permission. However, I'm the oldest here and you have to respect me!" wow. My act still does good.

"Yes I know, but it's no one but Niall. Niall is our bandmate, brother and everything in our life. He never does wrong, you know, he's my snowflake"

Snowflake? He never made any nickname for me like that....

"Whoever it is, you still needs my permission!" I am now angry. Not because the permission, it's just about the fact that he never does love me, at least like he loves Niall. Niall always be the special one for him. I had enough, okay. I need to explode. I can't handle it anymore. I hate myself for loving him too much, I hate him cause he makes me love him this bad, I hate the fact Niall always above me in Liam's heart. I'm just done. I'm out. I need to go. Eventhough leaving him is one thing that I don't wanna do for my entrie life. Li, just if you want me.

"Why are you so annoying? This is also my flat, you know. You're not the only one who have it all yourself!" He shouts. The confuse in his brown just turns into something bad, angry, mad, sad, tired.

You know what? I AM also tired. Even more tired than you! That's it. I'm off, "Now you can have it all yourself"

I turn back to the front door and ready to step out. He doesn't need me, or even want me. He hates me. I have to learn to accept that. I have to move on. and the first step of it is to go away from him, from this place, from anything that can possibly related to him, from-

"Louis"

I freeze. The way he says my name... this time, it's different. It sounds smooth, soft, sweet and I feel... love.

I just stand there, freeze, 'till I feel his body presses against my back, his arms round my stomach as his chin rested on my shoulder and a shiver run through my spine, blood rushes inside me.

he takes a deep breath, "Please, stay"

an electricity spread all over my body. I feel numb.

He kisses my shoulder and let his lips linger there. "asdfggf" He murmured something that I barely hear.

"Pardon?" I asked as I turn my head to face him; bad.decision.ever.

He lift up his head and turn to face me, our eyes connected. I can't feel anything inside my body. I feel like die inside.

"I love you"

That's it. I lean closer and touch his lips with mine, send electricity through our bodies, and sparks fly come out of nowhere. He parted his lips and let my tongue explores his mouth. The taste of it.. just perfect. I've been waiting for ages to hear those 3 words come out of his mouth. And it's finally here. I just accomplish my life. We pulled back to take a breath. As my breath stable, I manage to reply :

"I love you too"