It's me

chapter 13

i dragged them into the kitchen, once everyone was out my panic poured out of my body

"whats going on Luke?" kiri asked i gave him my phone and he read the message and looked at the photo

"well Harper looks like i found your little friends i would hate to hurt them but you leave me no choice unless i kill you instead its completely your choice" a picture of me laughing with the girls was there

kiri past the phone to kami and he read the message

"call Aizawa" kiri told me but my breathing was to fast and hard to control "n-no i-i cant let her hurt you" i finally said

"shes not going to hurt us ok"

"i know and the only way i can make sure of that is letting her kill me" i started to walk out of the kitchen but kami gabbed my arm

"no you can let her have that advantage over you"

"let me go Kamainari Denki" i yelled

"no im not letting you give yourself away like that"

"LET ME FUCKING GO" he gabbed my torso and i tried to get out of his grasp

"no" he said calmly bring me to the ground

"no" i said starting to cry i gave up on fighting and curled into a ball into his chest letting tears stream down my face

"WHAT THE HELL IS HAPPENING" bakugou came in yelling he saw me crying and kami holding me "kiri come on give them space" he said kiri got up and went to walk out

"dont let him go" he said to kami before glancing at me and walking out

"its ok. its ok" kami whispered in my ear

kirishima POV

i was scared, no, horrified for him. the last thing i want him to do is give up on everything and let his mother win

"what is going on kirishima?" mina asked

"nothing to worry about" i said putting on a fake ass smile. Mina nodded and walked away

i was dragged up the stairs by Kasuki andi was mentally preparing for all the question

"what is going on?"

"what do you mean?" i said acting stupid

"you know what i mean Eijiro"

"but i dont" i said starting to walk out. out of all people, i know how much luke wants to keep what was happening private, but i also knew i couldnt lie to Kat forever

"EIJIRO!" i stopped "please you act like im not concerned to, i am, i just saw a boy fighting for his life and cried. LUCAS DOESNT CRY. dont think i didnt hear him last night saying that hes good at hiding his feelings"

" i know ok, im his best friend hes been throw hell and back. still dont understand well his dead name is Harper Hunt, ring a bell! the girl that got her parents thrown into prison for the amount of abuse she took, would you feel better if i told you that the car accident he got into wasnt really an accident but his parents threw him in front of a car, almost two, and would beat the living shit out of him, all because he wanted to be a boy. his mother is hunting him down trying to kill him right now, hes scared, and is ready to give his life so none of ours end. so none of his friends get hurt or die by her mother all because he didnt let her kill him. i know ok. i know." i collapsed crying

"im sorry" kat said wrapping his arms around me

"he just wants to protect us" i said in between sobs

"ill help you help him i'll always be there to help you and now help him" i nodded and curled into his chest

lucas POV

kami walked me home and stayed with me until he had to go he fought with his mom to stay but i told him he had to go he refused until his Mom came and dragged him out leaving me alone.

i decided to make a sandwich and kami called every ten minutes checking up on me. i put some turkey and cheese on the bread with mayonnaise and grabbed a knife to cut in half. i started to cut it but stopped and looked at the shining blade in my hand. i put it to my wrist and started to cut my skin slowly going over it again and again as blood dripped out uncontrollably. i put the blade in my other hand and cut my other wrist so it became the same.

i sat on the floor putting the blade beside me and everything started to go blurry after 20 minutes. i picked up the blade again and put it to my throat. i can save my friends all of them.

kaminari's POV

he answered right away every time but this time he didnt answer at all i called two more times before hopping on my bike and riding as fast as i could to hi house by the time i got there the house was quiet "lucas" i yelled i walked to the kitchen and saw blood on the floor. i ran over and saw he had a knife to his throat. "lucas no!" i ran to him and grabbed the knife from him throwing it to the side. i took off my belt and put it round his arm to slow the bleeding on one arm and wrapped a towel around the other. tears started to go down my face as i scrambled for my phone dialling 911.

"911 whats your emergency"

my boyfriend just tried to kill himself there is blood everywhere i put my belt around his arm to slow the bleeding and a towel but it doesnt seem to be doing much"

"hold tight im sending an ambulance over right now"

"o-ok please hurry" i hung up and called Aizawa it rang longer then i wished

"hello this is eraser hea-" i cut him off

"aizawa hurry he tried to kill himself get over here"

"what?"

"hes bleeding alot HURRY" i said i looked at lucas whos eyes were rolling back "LUcas i need you to stay with me Please baby i cant loose you" i cried

"whats going on" aizawa demanded

"i will im just tired"

"no keep your eyes open ok please"

"im coming" he hung up and i called kirishima next he was his best friend

"hey kaminari everything-"

"get over here now"

"whats going on?"

"h-hes bleeding everywhere"

"oh my god im coiming, keep him awa-"

lucas fell to the ground "lucas!" i yelled throwing my phone. i could hear kirishima yelling hello but he eventually hung up. the door got knocked on soon after "COME IN" i yelled, the door opened and paramedics came in and took him aizawa came, and soon after kirishima. tears soaked my face as i stood there in a bloody shirt

"kaminari?" kiri said i just ignored him this was my fault "kaminari this isnt your fault"

"yes it fucking is if i just stayed longer and fought harder to stay he would be on the verge of death! my boyfriend would be safe and unharmed dont you know that!" i cried falling to the ground.