𝐖𝐑𝐈𝐓𝐓𝐄𝐍 𝐈𝐍 𝐓𝐇𝐄 𝐒𝐓𝐀𝐑𝐒...

Written In The Stars...

Hey guys. So this is the first time I'm writing an OS. I really don't know how to do it. So please forgive me if I did any mistakes. Sorry for that from the beginning.

We all know what is happening right now. At the start, we all were losing hope and everything. So I decided to make an OS about it. Like a hope in the dark. Please don't be offended. This is based on my P.O.V. about the whole situation.

Hope you will enjoy this one.

Love, MYLILZARRYWORLD_2307

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"You gotta stop looking at the social media Harry. You know, you can't do this to yourself." I look up at Jeff with stone-cold eyes. "You gotta stop that."

I put his phone back on the table and lay down on the couch burying my face in the cushion.

Everything seems so dull now. Neither I can go back to my house nor someone can come here. This situation is frustrating enough that it can kill me anytime. But, as someone has told me, giving up isn't an option. 

My phone keeps vibrating from the previous few days. So I literally have to put it on silent. When I try to run away from something it seems to chase me even more.

I look at the pearl necklace which is dangling around my neck. Tears again form in my eyes. Why just why can't we stay like normal people? 

"Are you gonna eat today on your own, or again I have to call Anne?" Jeff says in an angry voice. "Leave the plate on the counter, I'll eat later," I say without even bothering to look at him. I don't want to act like an asshole, but it's just to hard to do anything right now. 

I hear footsteps towards me and next moment Jeff sits on the single sofa right beside the couch. "Harry I know you are in pain. But this situation isn't unknown to you. He has warned you a long ago." 

I hate this when everyone around me just keeps supporting him. I know he is suffering but what about me? I also wanna throw tantrum. I also wanna go crazy. I also wanna.. Tears roll down from my eyes.

"Harry, please..." - "You repeating the same thing is not going to make me feel any better," I say in an annoyed voice. "But Harr..."

"Just leave me alone Jeff. I'm not in the mood of talking."

He takes a deep breath and walk upstairs leaving me alone with a bunch of thoughts.

This is how I'm being from the past few days. Trying to act like everything is fine, im doing good but deep down my heart is shattering piece by piece with each and every passing moment.

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Troubles, not being in touch, not seeing each other for days, pretend like that he is a stranger to me - these are nothing new for me. That's what we kept doing for years.

But at least I had an assurance that doesn't matter what he belongs to me. But now...

I sigh as I get up from my bed and walk to the washroom. I was never a night owl. But this situation is literally so horrifying that it's now my daily companion

I look at the mirror and the reflection is really horrifying. Dark circles have covered both of my eyes. Kinda zombie looking.

"You know that you are a morning person, then why didn't you sleep? In a beautiful face like yours, there are no places for dark circles." Zee says as he situp on the bed.