𝐡𝐞𝐚𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐫

12|chorus three part one

"Why would you ever kiss me?
I'm not even half as pretty"

I told my mom I would visit a hospital tomorrow and sign up for the surgery, I lied. To a lot of people dying for love is stupid, especially when it's unrequited love, but I'd rather die than feel empty for the rest of my life. I looked into the surgery more and it says the surgery will remove the flowers from your body but it restricts you from feeling anything. I don't want that. If I had just continued life while feeling empty all the time I wouldn't even be able to remember the feeling of happiness, at least when your sad you'd remember the feeling of happiness, because to be sad you must've been happy at one point. So I'd rather die than continue living in world where I can't feel anything.