My Best Friend {H.S.}

Part 14: Safe

"Amelia. I almost lost you. I walked into your room that night and saw you lying there on the floor with blood on the floor. I could have died right there at that sight. I can't go another moment without saying this. Amelia I'm in love with you. And I will spend every single one of my day's proving to you that you are my everything and that you are worth it all." He says gently looking into my eyes. Wait what? I sob. "Harry no." "Yes Amelia I love you. Please believe me." He says. I can't believe this...I seriously can't. The love of my life loves me too!

Harry's POV

            So I just admitted that I loved her. Honestly I never expected her reaction to be this. She's staring blankly at me right now. I don't know what to say or do. I'm paralyzed. I can't speak. I need her to say something. Out of no where a tear rolls down her cheek and she sobs out "I-I'm s-sorry" I lift my head and gently kiss away the tear that fell down her cheek while wrapping my arms around her as gently as possible.

            "Princess. There is nothing to be sorry for. I'm here now and I'm not going anywhere I promise." I say as I cling to her tight. She doesn't reply she just cries. Her mom comes running in immediately hugging her. "Amelia! I'm so glad you're okay!" She sobs out. "M-mom I'm okay" Amelia says back.

            I figure I should leave them be for a while. As a go to get up to go grab some food I am pulled back gently by Amelia. "Y-y-you said you weren't leaving" she sobs. "Baby I'm just gonna go get some food" I say to her gently placing a kiss to the corner of her mouth. I slowly walk out of the room with a sigh. She's okay. I have my girl back and that's all that matters. I just wanna know why though. Why did she do this to herself? Was it me?

Amelias POV

            Harry just left me to go get some food. I know he will be back but I'm so scared that he will leave and never return. Now that I have him back I can't lose him again. I'm currently laying in the chair in my hospital room. The doctor said it would be good for me to get up and sit in the chair so that I can go home soon.

           "Amelia, you need to tell him." My mom says to me. I know I do. I'm just so scared. Harry has no idea what I have endured in the past. He doesn't know the abuse that I went through. He doesn't know about Jack. He didn't know I self harmed or that I have tried to commit before.

           "I know mom, I will. I just need time" I say back to her. She doesn't reply but only changes the subject. She knows it's a hard subject for me. "So you and Harry huh?" She asks with a smirk. I lightly smile and shrug my shoulders. "I don't know mom. I just know we are in love and that's all that matters."

         Harry has returned now and my mom has gone to get food. Harry is currently sitting in front of my in a different chair then I am in. He grabs ahold of my hands. This is it. He's gonna ask me. "Baby..why? Did I do something?" He lowly asks me. I just shake my head and sob.

         "H-haz I'm not good enough for you. I'm not perfect. I self harm. Who wants someone who does that? I have scars. I don't have a flat stomach. I don't have big boobs." I sob out.

He looks me in the eyes and says. "Amelia Rose Brinkley. Who in their right mind told you this? I will never believe that. You are absolutely gorgeous inside and out. I have never seen you in a swimsuit recently or anything but let's just say I know you will be beautiful and I won't be able to take my eyes off of you."

           "He's still out there Harry and I'm scared" I sob out. "Baby girl. I don't know who 'he' is or what he did to you, but I will never let him hurt you again. You are safe with me. I promise. And when you're ready I will be here to listen. But remember. You are safe with me. Always." He says cupping my cheeks.