09.2 dont read this

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i realized that
my only talent is that
im good at being naive.

hide the fact that im jealous
of someone who have gotten
so many attention from people.

all i can do is say
"hi, what happened"
and hoping no one
will realize to answer
my dumb question.

im so so sick of people saying
"her life was never so pretty,
lets make her happy"
without think that mine
is always sucks.

it really is tiring to pretend
like im the most okay person
facing this injustice shit.

but, what else i can do
except hiding this fucking
wounds behind my smile
and keeping it alone?

no ones gonna help you,
you help yourself.

hanahaggerty
silently being honest
11ish pm, 050320

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