Tug of War, Fight 'Till Death

I'm eternally ungrateful. There are inner wars in my heart that I want put an end to.  My name is Annette Embriam and I am 352 years old. I'm a lie; A huge secret. I don't want to live behind closed doors anymore. I'm sick of being the strongest, and yet the weakest. And this is me doing so. This is my story, and I'm ready to tell it.