~Autumn Leaf~

~Autumn Leaf part 2~

Stanleys POV
Hi I'm Stanley uris, I get bullied by the Bowers gang all the time just because of my religion. I barely have time to even hang out with my friends anymore, I always have to come home and do Torah reading.

A couple of days ago bill invited me and the rest of the losers to a sleep over. We got pretty sad because Beverly said she might move away.

I think bill likes Beverly, I love bill but he would never love me. I don't think he likes boys anyway. But it's really hard liking someone who doesn't like boys.

But I mostly try to forget about that. A couple of weeks ago me and Beverly got into an argument, I'll explain.

So it was a week before the sleepover and she said "I can't wait for the sleepover mostly to see bill" and that's pretty rude when you have a whole group of friends but you only want to see one in particular. So I said "that's rude, why do you only care about Bill all the time." she looked at me like I was insane and said "I'm just letting you know that I know you like Bill. And I'm just making this clear, He. Is. Mine. He clearly likes me and not you. So just give up already" that's when I lost it. I was telling her that what she said was rude just because we have this amazing friend group and she only cares about Bill all the time. She got me so mad by saying,"oh, I forgot you don't like girls, you wouldn't understand. Why can't you be straight and be normal?!" and she rolled her eyes.

after she said that we were right next to my house and my dad was outside. I took a deep breath and to my surprise my dad said "is there something you have to tell me Stanley?" I knew my dad was religious and he didn't support the LGBT community so I said "no" and I felt myself holding a huge knot in my throat, and that's what usually happens when I am about to cry.

I walked in the house and my dad slapped me across the face, he started yelling a whole bunch of rude and Hurtful words but I could barely hear because I started hearing ringing noices. I felt a cold tear drip down my face.

He said "YEAH CRY YOU LITTLE F*****" I ran upstairs to my room and locked my door and cried while I layed in my bed thinking about how good the world would be without me.

I hear the phone ring downstairs and my dad answered it, it was my dads brother, he started telling him all about me. I felt a whole bunch more tears drip down my face.

I decided to grab a few things I need and go to bills house and tell him what happened because bill always makes me feel happier.

So I have already grabbed the stuff and I was trying to find a way to jump out my window. Eventually I found a way and got out and walked to bills house.

I knocked on his door a couple times and after like 5 knocks he finally answered. He said "Oh h-h-hey s-s-stanley. What's
w-wrong?" I asked if I could come in and explain and he let me in.

I told him the whole story and he said "Oh my g-god I am s-s-s-so s-sorry." I said "it's okay I mean I just don't know what to do." he answered and said "if you w-w-want you c-c-can stay o-o-over my h-house if you w-want to." I was nervous but I agreed. I just didn't know what to tell my dad.

Hey guys so sorry I didnt upload in so long! I love you all so much! Bye!

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