In the now

Yesterday - Sol Hye Joo

Rainy day...

Thinking...

Calm...

Silence...

These are things I wished for growing up. Who am I? What am I talking about?
You must be confused.
I'm Sol Hye Joo, yes I'm Korean and I'm from a rich family. You must be thinking, "Wow she must have a great life," No. It was like I didn't have parents since they were always gone. I had just one friend. He was like the substitute for my entire family. His name is not important right now. Don't ask.

He was always there for me when suddenly he moved schools and stopped visiting me. It was so odd and every time I tried reaching out to talk to him; nothing. He had completely shut me out of his life and for that I started to resent him. I decided to move to the US and forget about that jerk. I didn't even want to know why he avoided me.

Fast forward a few years and I gain a lot of popularity every school I go to. It gets annoying at times when people ask me to take pictures with them or sing for them or dance for them. Do they think I'm some kind of public facility that anyone can use? Seriously.

Some people tell me to sing and dance professionally so I decided to give it a try. Kpop started getting popular here in America so I signed up for a few agencies. Not to my surprise I got accepted into all of the agencies I applied. If you are wondering whether my parents care, don't worry I have 3 older brothers that would be more than happy to be the next head of my family's business. My parents cared the least about me growing up.

I chose to go to JYP because I heard some stuff about it being popular or something. Being a trainee was hard but not too different than my usual schedule. Eating small portions, working out, meeting with voice coach, I mean the only difference was practicing dances until I drop. Luckily I wasn't placed in a group because I can't stand other people.