Was I not Enough...?

Chapter 7

(Warning: This chapter will involve major angst. So get your tissues and maybe your ice cream cuz it's about to go down ;-;)

>∆Kirishima's POV∆<

I woke up feeling like shit. I noticed Katsuki wasn't around though, so he probably left or something while I was still asleep. I sit up, holding my head as I waited for my vision to come back.

I stood up and looked around. His room was pretty clean and organized compared to mine. Suddenly, a huge wave a sadness filled my entire body, as I returned to the urge to cut again.

I looked around for anything he might have, but couldn't find anything. I wasn't even sure why I wanted to cut so bad. It's just an urgent feeling now a days.
I open the window, and slowly climbed out feeling the fresh, cold air hit my skin. I slide all the way out, and close the window. 'What am I even doing..It's not like he'll even care anymore. I've probably been such a pain in the ass to him and his family..' I thought to myself as I just ran away, not really knowing where I'm going.
'I guess I'm just doing Katsuki a favor by eliminating myself..I'm sure he doesn't want me here on bit.. That's what everyone wants..Right.?' I ask myself before coming up upon a bridge.

I look down from it, and see nothing but a huge fall down. I wasn't even sure if there was solid concrete or water. Either way, I'd still die if I were to jump. I pace back and forth to get my mind prepared for what I was going to do, not even realizing who was passing by.

>∆Bakugo's POV∆<

We were about ready to leave, so I went back to wake Ei up. I knock on the door first to make sure he wasn't getting dressed or something. "Hey Kiri you up yet?" But I got no response. 'Must still be asleep then'
I quietly open the door expecting a cute, sleeping redhead. But nope, I got and EMPTY ASS BED!? My expression change when I didn't see him anywhere. I was then beginning to panic. I heard my mom calling from the living room. I didn't give her a response as I just kept searching my room.

She eventually came in to tell us to get going, until she saw me panicking. "Kat what's wrong? Where's Kirishima?" I turn to look at her. "I don't know!? I came to get him but he's not here.!" I was about to speak again until I get a call from someone.
I take out my phone from my pocket and see it was a call from pink cheek?? I answer the call. "Oi, whaddya want?" (Bold: Ochako, regular: Bakugo) "It's Kirishima..! He's about to jump off a bridge! Hurry up over here, I can't stop him by myself. He wont listen! Please Bakugo, hurry!!" Then she hung up, leaving me a worried ass mess. "Who was it?" My mother asks. "I-.. Eijiro's gonna commit suicide if we don't hurry the fuck up.!"

>∆3rd person POV∆<

Bakugo and his mother hurry to the car, as they immediately drove off to where they might know. Bakugo was panicking the whole way, as his mom tried to comfort him a bit.

Once they arrived, he dashed out the car to where Uraraka was. "He's over there. Try and talk to him, but don't approach him. He told me anyone who came near, he'd just jump quicker" She said worried. Bakugo nodded and slowly approached the depressed boy.

"Oi, Kirishima!! What the hell are you doing!?!" He yelled from a distance. Kirishima recognized that voice, and he turned around with a sad expression on his face. It tore Bakugo's heart to shreds. "I've decided to just end it already.. No one wants me here trust me. I'm probably too much for you to handle anyways..Choosing me as your significant other was a mistake..Im a mistake.. I don't deserve you Kat.. Don't try and stop me, I'm just doing what's best for the world.." He stepped closer to the rim of the bridge. "ARE YOU AN IDIOT!? WHAT MAKES YOU THINK THAT NOBODY WANTS YOU, HAH?! ARE YOU THAT FUCKING DENSE? I CHOSE YOU FOR A FUCKING REASON. BECAUSE MY HEART SAW YOU AS SOMEONE SPECIAL, UNIQUE, AMAZING. I LOVE YOU EIJIRO DON'T YOU KNOW THAT? ARE YOU REALLY GOING TO TAKE SOMETHING THAT MEANS SO MUCH TO ME AWAY FOREVER!?" Bakugo yelled as he cried tears. "WHAT GOOD IS IT GOING TO DO IF YOU TAKE YOUR OWN LIFE RIGHT NOW? NONE. FUCKING NONE!" Kirishima wanted to stay with Bakugo forever, but he just didn't have the confidence to do so. "I'm sorry Katsuki..Call me an idiot, a coward, selfish.. So what if I am.. What you don't know, Is HOW MUCH IT FUCKING HURTS!!" Kirishima snapped back, tears rolling down his cheeks.

Bakugo's eyes widen, hearing how Kiri managed to yell back for the first time..It hurt him so much he didn't know what to say. "SO YOU KNOW WHAT! JUST FORGET I EVER EXISTED. FORGET I WAS EVER YOURS. JUST FORGET ME AND MOVE ON! YOU DON'T NEED ME, I'M JUST A HUGE MISTAKE, AN OBJECT PEOPLE GET ANNOYED OF.!" Bakugo had enough. "SO YOU WANT ME TO JUST FORGET YOU JUST LIKE THAT!? LIKE HELL I WOULD. YOU REALLY THINK OF ME AS SOMEONE WHO IS JUST USING YOU OR SOMETHING!? HONESTLY I HATE SAYING THIS BUT, WHAT THE HELL DID I EVEN SEE IN YOU! ALL YOU DO IS COWER AWAY AND PRETEND TO BE WEAK EVEN THOUGH I KNOW FOR A FACT YOU'RE STRONG.!"

And that's all it took. Just those few words he knew he'd hear from every person he's ever dated. They were all different, but shared one thing in common. They would always say the same thing in the end, 'What did I even see in you' Kirishima smiled sadly and looked down. "Heh.. Your right.. What did you see in me..but..you're just like the rest of them in the end.. Regretting everything you've had for me, loving me, sharing your life with me.." Bakugo was confused. "That's not what I fucking said! You're just making up shit now!!" But all Kiri did was laugh. "I know you didn't say it, but I know deep inside you feel it. That instant regret.. What you think is love but all it is, is just pity.. I love you Katsuki, I know you don't love me anymore but that's okay, I wasn't expecting you to anyway.."

Then, he jumped.

(Now your daily ending dose of 'cLifHanGeR' *jazz HaNdS* Story isn't over yeT. It only gets worse :3 But, I will say it will soooooooon get happier in the end. But ye, sorry for crushing your hearts ;--; Now ima go before I gEt pUnIshEd foR My CrImEs!)