I don't understand (black butler Sebastian x reader)

The new maid

(AN: hello lovely readers hope you don't think it sucks and here you go second part !! Warning this is unedited !
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Sebastian looked at me and returned a smile before exiting the carriage holding the door open for the young master. Ciel entered and sat across from me and smiled "from you still sitting here I'm guessing you passed ?" Sebastian entered and sat next to me answering our master "indeed my lord". I smiled to the young lord "I give you my heart and soul my lord " I bowed my head while sitting across from him and he chuckled.
~time skip to when you arrive to mansion :3~
I looked out the small window gazing to the giant mansion called the phantomhive estate. "Woah" I muttered under my breath as Sebastian stepped out holding the door of the carriage open for ciel and me. I smiled and stepped out "thank you" I followed after ciel and Sebastian as he opened the giant front doors. "I will have to go to my study and finish some work (F/N) so Sebastian"ciel turned to his butler "yes my lord ?" Sebastian answered "I want you to introduce (F/N) to everyone else and then show her around and how things work". Sebastian bowed deeply "of course young master" I bowed to ciel "thank you for giving me a home. I shall fulfill any task given" ciel smiled leaving to his study. I stood up straight and looked to Sebastian. He glanced to me and began walking to a hall on the lower level "this is the servants hall" he began pointing to certain door "in this room is where our gardener, Finnian, our cook Bardroy, and our second butler tanaka all share a room " I nodded following. "Here is mey-rins room our maid" he then went to the end of the hall "and this will be your room " he opened the door for me to enter first. "Ah thank you " I stepped in side and looked around. It had a small dresser, bed, and a small side bathroom. "And across the hall at the very end is my room but I would rather you stay out" I nodded "but of course !". He nodded walking down the hall "now come on this place is huge and I don't have that much time" I caught "y-yes". Sebastian began showing me to many halls and rooms. He stopped thinking "let's see I showed you the garden the kitchen where we place everything where to find the young master..." I cut in "what about the whole other side of the mansion and there was other rooms that we passed" he looked to me. "Showing you everything would take to long I only showed you what you would need to know" he smiled a fake smile and took a step closer to him. "Why smile if it holds no meaning ?" My mouth began speaking without me even knowing and Sebastian looked to shocked "excuse me ?" I squeaked and took a step back "ah I'm terribly sorry my mouth was saying what I was thinking !" I bowed deeply not wanting to upset the head butler. He narrowed his eyes and lifted my chin up with his thumb and index finger. "And you can tell my smiles hold no meaning ?" I blushed a dark red as his eyes gleamed a slight pink as he held his serious expression. "I guess I will need to work on my smiling " he sighed before leaning close to my face and pulling my head up so I stood up straight. "Ah w-well I-I ...." He smirked a genuine smile of amusement. "I shall warn you I have no feelings that you humans hold" i looked to him confused and he continued. "Yet one feeling I do have is amusement when I watch you peculiar creatures trying to survive". My face felt as if it was about to melt off from being this close to him. I scanned over his face taking in his true beauty. Raven black silky hair, blood red eyes that seem to change colors, and his thin strong structure. He raised an eyebrow scanning my face before letting go of my face. He took a step back and and went behind me. I went to follow but he grabbed my shoulders. "Don't move" I squeaked and froze in place as Sebastian walked around me as if I was a human and he was a starving shark. He then came back to the front and frowned "your dress will just not do ". I blinked from the change in conversation and looked to him confused "what ?". I looked down at my own dress seeing it had dirt on the bottom from falling earlier. "Tsk tsk tsk" Sebastian clicked his tongue and checked his watch. "I'm afraid (F/N) I do not have time to help you dress but mey-rin can supply you a dress" I squeaked "h-help me dress ? Do you take me as a child " he glared to me and leaned in close. "Your soul is as impure as satan him self so way are you a mere child yet I'm curious what has made this soul so dark" with that he left waving his hand to follow. I was dumbstruck as I lagged behind him *how does he know of my darkness ?*
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(AN: lol it's weird and I don't know where I'm exactly going with this but anyways ! Hope you enjoy
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