Too Far (A One Direction fanfic)

Chapter 8: Yes or No?

Līam's POV:

I kept kissing Niall. It felt wrong, like I have Zayn, but Niall.. Loved.. ME!?? Wow.. My heart kept racing as I was kissing him. I started it so soon I had to finish it, but I didn't want to. I let go of his lips. "What about Zayn?" His face was so red. "Uh- Buddy I can't be with you right now, I love you in all but I don't know what to tell Zayn.." I did love him but I couldn't let Zayn down.. I sighed while waiting for an answer. He had tears in his eyes. "LAIM I WAITED FOREVER TO TELL YOU I LIKE YOU, YOU KNOW HOW HARD IT WAS FOR ME TO WATCH YOU AND ZAYN OR EVEN HELP YOU WITH ZAYN!?! ALL I KNOW IS THAT I LOVE YOU LIAM JAMES PAYNE AND NOTHING WILL CHANGE THAT! EVEN IF YOU HAVE A GUY I WILL STILL LOVE YOU AND YAH MAYBE ONE DAY ILL BE YOURS BUT I GUESS I HAVE TO WAIT. WHAT IM TRYING TO SAY HERE IS I WAITED FOREVER AND ALL YOU CAN THINK ABOUT IS ZAYN!?!" His words hurt.. I put his head on my lap. He kept crying but didn't move. I used my shirt to dry his tears. "I-I just love you Lia-." I cut him off and put my finger over his lips to hush him. He half smiled while still crying. "Niall, you know I love you right buddy?" "I thought you liked Zayn?" He paused to say Zayn. "I do, but I always liked you and I never wanted to tell you so I went out with Zayn, but now I got feelings for Zayn so I don't know how to let go of him, and trust me I would love to be with you. Be with you everywhere you go." He half smiled again. He was cold, I played with his hair. Soon he fell asleep in my lap. As much as I hoped he'll forget it I know he won't. I carried him to bed. It was only 9:47pm. Where could Zayn be?

Zayn's POV:

I was driving home from the hospital with Louis when I got a text from Liam.

From Liam: where ya at xx

To Liam: driving home. What's wrong? Niall eating to much again ;DD

From Liam: No.. He's asleep, he said he liked I mean he said he loves me but I didn't know what to say, so I need you help :( xx

To Liam: Oh, we'll be home soon, well what DID you say to him when he said he loved you >.<

From Liam: I said I had feelings for you and maybe if the feelings got dull ill be with him xx

To Liam: oh, well maybe you just need me to talk to him or something :))

From Liam: yeah, and I don't want us to be over, we really haven't even started xx

To Liam: I know he's your best buddy but don't let him and his feelings get us broken up or come between us ;)

From Liam: of course not!! Waiting for you feels like hours 0.o xx

Louis said 3 minutes till we get home. I was excited to finally have alone time with Liam without Niall. Even though Niall is on his mind ill change that.

@ZaynMalik: Going home from seeing @Harry_Styles! Great time what you people up to :)) x

I got a bunch of replays in like seconds. I followed a couple of people.

@Real_Liam_Payne: @ZaynMalik, still waitin ;) xD

Even on twitter Liam was flirting with me! I'm loved.

@ZaynMalik: @Real_Liam_Payne almost home love :D xx

I got so many people asking why I called him love... I don't think I should of said love but oh well. I shrugged at the comment that said Ziam is real. I don't want the world to know yet, maybe later? We were finally home. Liam came out and ran to be. I picked him up and spun him like on those love movies. He kissed me. "ZAYN!!!!" His voice was so cute when he said my name. "LIAM!" I carried him inside. We went to my room. I have my own room cause Niall and Liam share a room and so does Larry.

Liam's POV:

Maybe if I hang out with Zayn my mind will get off of the Niam thing.. I pushed Zayn to the wall and smiled. He smiled as big as the whole city. Cute... I kissed his neck. He moaned. I rubbed my hands up and down him, he was so warm. I kissed his lips, they were so soft. Almost like Niall's- WAIT WHAT!?! I was thinking of Niall while I was trying to do IT with my boyfriend.. Come on mind.. Think of how sexy Zayn is.. I kept kissing Zayn. I think he knew where this is going so he locked the door and pushed me on the bed. Smart yet Sexy.. I made myself giggle. He ripped my shirt off like it was a piece of paper. I kissed him, his musicales were so hot. I put my hand up and down his arms. He was on top of me and I just let the rest go how it goes.

Louis's POV:

Damn, there's a lot of giggling and moaning going on in Zayn's room.. I think I know what's going on. I wanted to be like a parent and tell them to go to sleep but I let them do what they wanted to do. I laid in bed staring at the ceiling. Harry was coming home soon and I couldn't wait. Soon I was asleep.

Zayn's POV:

"Ooh Liam." He was going crazy. He was amazing at everything he did, but this is number one. I kissed him and he kissed back. It was like I was in heaven. It was 1:43am.. I don't want this to end. I didn't worry about the time I kept kissing my naked boyfriend. Boyfriend, I wonder if he ever called me his boyfriend.. Oh well. Soon we were both tired out and fell asleep on each other.

Liam's POV:

Last night sort of got my mind off of Niall. I did know that I should do that with Zayn more. But back to Niall.. Should I tell him I'm happy with Zayn or tell him I feel weird around him cause he likes me? 12:47pm wow it's late. Zayn was already up and I didn't notice. He was dressed, he smiled at me. "Can I like uh barrow an outfit" my voice got dull. "Of course" he laughed and tossed me a blue and white shirt and black pants. I got dressed then Zayn hugged me from the back. I turned around and kissed him. He took my hand and we walked to get something to eat. "We'll isn't it Mr and Mr Payne and or Malik" said Louis clapping. Niall's eyes got almost full with tears so he ran to his room. "I'll think we'll go with Payne, right Liam?" "Right" I said looking away from Niall and smiling. Zayn noticed I watched Niall run away so he pulled me into the kitchen. "Can I go see if he's okay?" He shook his head "I got this buddy!" He said so cheerfully. He kissed me again and knocked on Niall's door. I went to watch tv with Louis. "How was you night?" Louis winked at me. "Fine, why you ask?" "Well I heard a lot of noise coming from the room" he had a smirk on his face. "Oh I'm sorry did we make too much noise" my face got all red. He laughed, "no, it was fine." I smiled at him as he was about to say something I heard yelling. "WELL MAYBE IF YOU TOLD HIM EARLIER YOU WOULD OF HAD HIM!!" It was Zayn's voice oh no..

Niall's POV:

Zayn knocked on the door. "Buddy can I come in?" I let him in. He closed the door and saw me crying. "Hey, how's it going" he sat by me. "Why does Liam love you instead of me?" I saw a look come into his eye like he was gonna yell.. He didn't though. I was gonna try to make him mad so Liam would come in and save me. "I don't know buddy." He rubbed my back. I wanted to just run away but Zayn is my friend, even though right now I wanna punch him, he's my friend. He smiled at me. "Me and Liam would make a better couple." I knew he was gonna snap now. "Maybe so" he said so calmly. "Maybe I should go ask him out now." I was about to get up. "Niall, why can't you be happy that he's happy?" He looked sad now. I want Liam to be happy but with me. "I am happy I just want him to be mine and only mine!" Okay he's gonna yell now. "WELL MAYBE IF YOU TOLD HIM EARLIER YOU WOULD OF HAD HIM!" He bursted out crying. Now if Liam comes he's gonna blame things on me.. I should really think my plans more. "WELL YOU KNEW I LIKED HIM, YOU DIDN'T NEED TO TAKE HIM FROM ME" I screamed. "NIALL, LIAM LIKED YOU FIRST BUT HE SAW YOU AND THAT GIRL AND HIS HEART DIED. SO HE ASKED ME TO BE HIS FAKE BOYFRIEND UNTILL YOU AND THAT GIRL WERE GONE TO MAKE YOU JEALOUS, BUT NOW HE HAS FEELINGS FOR ME, DID HE EVER TELL YOU THAT!??" Liam liked me... All cause he lied to me and said he liked Zayn I faked to like Jazz.. Big mistake.. Oh god Zayn I really never knew that. Well now that Zayn has Liam I don't think I can take back that moment. I fail at love and life. Zayn looked at me with tears in his eyes and left. I knew who came next into the room.. Liam walked in and sat on his bed and gave me a look. "Liam- Zayn told me at first you faked liked him cause you liked me. So I acted to like Jazz to make you also jealous, but then things turned out where they are now." I sighed. "I'm happy where things are now. I don't know why I ever liked you" he threw his necklace I gave to him on the ground and left the room. Next, he will pack his bags to go to Zayn's room.. What have I done.. I cried..

Liam's POV:

Life from the start with Niall seemed to fade away each day now.. I walked into Zayn's room. He seemed too sad to talk so I kissed him. He kissed back. He was still crying a little but with me there he seemed fine.. I wonder who started the fight? I know it wasn't Zayn.. "Well we should get going to get Harry home!" Zayn kissed me one last time and went into the car with the others. I hope we don't fight for Harry's welcome home..