Sold My Soul (Gumlee)

Fixing Your Mistakes

Marshall's POV

I scooped Gumball up and carried him into my bathroom. 

"Shower time.....we stink like sex." I said to him. He just giggled in reply.

I turned the controls to warm and hopped in with him. 

"Can I wash you love?" I asked with a smirk on my face.

"Absolutely!" He said smiling and giggling like a little school girl.

I picked up a loo fa and put some soap on it to lather it up. He turned around so I could do his back. I gently cleaned his back making sure to clean him but not hurt his wounds from earlier that still angered me to no end. Once I had finished his back he faced me so I could wash his chest and neck. I gently washed off his neck and slowly moved down to his chest. Once I had finished with his chest I started to wash his shoulders and his arms. When I got to his arms I noticed something, little scars, not from a whip or switch but from a blade. His father wouldn't use a blade on him.....but.....

When I realized what the scars where from I froze. I couldn't move think or breathe. When he noticed what I was looking at he snatched his arm away, backed up, and blushed deeply, pulling his arm behind him. I snapped out of my trance and tears started to pour down my face. Gumball.....out of all people....would think he was so unloved....that he would do that.....to himself!! 

"Marshy....I didn't want you to see that......that's why I wore long sleeves all the time around you." He said looking at me with an apologetic look on his face. 

"G-G-Give me your arm Gumball." I said sternly.

"N-N-No....you won't love me anymore if you see them!!!" He said starting to cry.

I pushed him up against the shower wall and kissed him slowly, softly, and sweetly, making sure it was full of passion.

"Do you really think, that I would stop loving you over something you did because of some one else? Now....show me your arms." I said after we kissed, my eyes filled with seriousness.

"Why do you even want to see them?" He asked me.

"I want to know how many times you needed me and I wasn't there. I want to know how many times you were hurting and I wasn't healing you. I want to know how many times you were hating yourself and I wasn't loving you." I started to cry and feel myself hurting.

He slowly pulled his arm out from behind him, tears still streaming down his face. I got down on my knees and kissed every single scar that was on his arm. I stood up and kissed his mouth. I turned around and turned off the water. I grabbed a towel and wrapped it around him, I picked him up and levitated into my room and sat him on my bed.  

I kissed him passionatly and felt myself start to cry. 

"W-why are you crying M-Marshall? He asked. I wiped my face.

"Because baby....I was in your shoes once....but no one was there for me....I was alone.....I did some pretty stupid things....I didn't have you....but you have me....please don't leave me.....don't leave me alone anymore......I won't leave you..." I said still crying.

He threw his hands around my neck. "....never...." he whispered.

I held him close.....I never wanted to let him go.....ever. I needed to show him that. 

I kissed his neck and his ear. I moved to his jaw and chin. I finally got to his mouth and kissed him slowly and passionalty. 

"I love you." I said, "and I mean this. I am handing you my heart and I expect you to keep it safe."

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