Blueberry and Lavender ( A Kirizono Fanfic )

I can't keep up..

((I've been updating the next story for the smut book for a while lately so I haven't had quite as much time for this, this will most likely be another shortie
so mhm))

Sayaka didn't at all expect to wake up being the one cuddling Kyoko, she still thought it would be only Kirigiri cuddling up to her.
"Morning Kyoko.."
She didn't wake up,
"most likely a heavy sleeper then"
Sayaka removed her arms from around her girlfriend and went over to the desk in her room, she saw the book she had been writing in, ((The holy emo book has returned uwuwuwuwuuwuwuwuwuwuwuwuuw)) she opened the page that was marked with the pen she was writing with and saw how sloppy the writing was, it was leading to other lines and was basically illegible. She ripped the page out and started to write a note.

To Kirigiri,

If your reading this

She couldn't think of what to write next..
She couldn't think of anything but the girl layed on her bed.
Then she had an idea of what to write

To Kirigiri,

If your reading this then I need you to know that I love you, you're probably going to be the only one to read this so here it is I guess. You're reading this so I guess my plan failed, please don't say anything about this note until near the end of this trial, but my plan was to kill that Leon guy, but you're reading this so I guess he ended up killing me. What Makoto said about us switching rooms was actually true, we did switch rooms.

Please just.. stay strong for me baby, I know you'll survive.

Love,
Sayaka Maizono.

She wrote the entire note down and hid her notebook in one of the top draws by the time Kyoko awoke. "S-Sayaka.." Maizono looked back to her bed to see Kyoko drenched in what she guessed were tears, she ran back to her bed and sat the slightly taller girl up
"Kyoko what happ-"
Kyoko leant over to where Sayaka's face was and kissed her, Sayaka felt tears still pouring from her girlfriends eyes.
After the kiss was broken Sayaka asked her question again
"Kyoko what happened?"
"Sayaka, I can't keep up.. I'm not as strong as I seem.."
She pulled the blue haired girl into a firm hug, not wanting it to ever end.
The idol was surprised to hear it.. she believed that this girl was strong.. she finally found someone like herself, strong looks yet was just a walking bag of emotional unstableness.
"Kyoko, I know your a strong girl. If I can break through your boundaries then that must mean something right? Your alot stronger than you think you are."

(( I cant finish this chapter really, the two just spent the next hour or so being emotional lovers and stuff extra kissing
-Liam