I Never Said, I'd Be Coming Back For You. [Austlan] (ON HOLD)

Chapter 4 - Special.

**Alan's P.O.V.**

 Yesterday sucked. Seeing so many people crying and hurting, just sucked.

Mitch didn't deserve to die, he was still too young.

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When I woke up I heard voices.

I wonder who it was?

I rubbed my eyes with my palms and slowly got out of my bunk. With my hands by my side, I walked to the lounge area.

My eyes widened as I saw Austin kissing someone. I felt a pang of jealosy because of it.

Alan, listen to yourself. You're not jealous. Why would you be? You're straight. Right?

I ran back to my bunk, hoping Austin didn't notice. 

Ehh he probably didn't, he was too busy sucking that slut's face off. Alan Anthony Ashby, calm the fuck down.

I wasn't having feelings for my bestfriend, was I?

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**Austin's P.O.V.**

Man, we all missed Mitch so much. His poor little daughter won't have her dad in her life anymore. I know her pain. 

At the ceromony there was a girl who seamed so lost. I had asked her what was wrong and everything and she just clung on to me like a lost puppy. I figured I'd take her to the bus till she could figure things out. 

Everyone was still sleeping when me and this girl got back to the bus. Eh, I should probably ask her name, i thought.

"What's your name?" I asked her. She just looked up at me and smiled. "Just call me P.J" she whispered. I nodded and sat on the couch, I mean I wasn't going to just go in my bunk, that's rude.

She sat down next to me a little too close. Usually I'd be fine with it, but there was something really wrong about how I felt just now.

"Let's watch a movie!" She said. I awkwardly laughed putting on the tv. When was she going home?

When the movie started I noticed she scooted closer and closer to me. I was starting to get nervous. 

I must've dosed off on the couch, because I woke up to P.J shaking me nervously. "Austin, austin wake up." She said pushing me. 

"Hm what?" I said groggily. She pulled me by my shirt and kissed me. 

I was awake now when she forced my mouth open and shoved her tongue down my throat. what the helll. 

I heard someone walking over and I tried to get a peek before they ran away. I saw a little ginger hair sweep before jumping back into his bunk. Alan. 

Not knowing why, I instantly felt guilty and ashamed. "P.J get off me." I said, trying to push her off. When I finally got her off I told her she should go and I called her a cab.

When she left I paced around for awhile trying to figure out what was going on in my head.