Travett

Chapter 4

I closed my eyes and tried to imagine what had happened the night before. I remembered every single detail. The words, "Emmett, you are not gay" were playing on repeat. Non-stop. I just wished that it would be possible to have a break. I squeezed Travis hand tighter and inhaled. 

-Can you make it stop? I whispered and stared into his dark brown eyes. He lifted one of his eyebrows and blinked a couple of times.  He bit his lip and were about to say something, but stopped. 

-What do you mean, Probie? He asked and tried to lighten up my mood a bit. 

-It doesn't stop, I said and led my head onto his shoulder. One of his hands were playing with my hair and other was around my waist, pulling me even closer. I gazed upon him for some minutes. His face was stone cold, almost without any signs of emotions. Drifting away in his own thoughts. We laid like this for hours. Neither of us wanting to move, but knowing that we at some point would have to. Just embracing and appreciating the presence of each other. 

I was the first one to fell under the temptation to stretch and move my body. Travis grinned up at me. - Mhm, come back, he mumbled and tried to reach my arm. I chuckled and were about to walk into the living room. Travis pulled me back unto the bed by drawing the hoops on my jeans. I gasped and played punched him in the arm, before grinning like a silly idiot. He licked his lips before he bit it, slowly. I rolled on top of him and looked down on that idiot. 

-I did not give you permission to leave, he said and took one his hands behind my neck.  The other one squeezing my ass. -Tease, I whispered and kissed him down his neck. Started to unbutton his shirt and leaving trails of kisses down his stomach. He lifted up his upper body and started to breathe heavier as I worked my way down. I pulled down his zipper and looked up at him. He was so beautiful. I stood up, not wanting to wait another minute, dragging down his jeans. Throwing them at the floor, before pulling my t-shirt over my head. I crawled onto the bed again and Travis flipped me over. 

-You have gotten better at this, he whispered and licked behind my ear, before biting in my ear flip. I panted and kissed him again. Hard. Our tongues fighting about domination, even though we both knew that I did not stand a chance. He slipped one of his hand in my boxer and gave it a little squeeze. It sent shivers down my spine and I moaned. He laughed and deepened the kiss. Sure, we had kissed before, but nothing was compared to this. It was so messy and passionate. We both knew that we should have a talked out what had happened, but at the same time, this was what we needed. To tell and express each other our feeling to one another, without words. 

Travis slid off me and started to pull down my boxer. I started to blush, praying to God he wouldn't notice. -Hey, are you okay? he stopped up and looked at me. We both had a boner. 

-Yeah.

-What do you want me to do to you, Emmett? he whispered and started to stroke me, before taking it in his mouth. I rolled back my eyes and gasped. He worked his way up and down my shaft, knowing precisely what to do and how to accomplish what he wanted. -Travis, I am so close, I whispered and were a complete mess underneath him. 

-Just, hold on a little bit more, he whispered before giving me a sign to turn over. He spread my legs and stroked his hands down my back. Giving me some time to catch my breath. 

-It is probably going to hurt a bit at the beginning, but it will go over. If it is too much, Emmett. Promise me, you will let me know.

-I am not a virgin. 

-I guess all the girls you have had sex with had a penis as well, he said slightly irritated. 

- What crawled up you're but?

-Ahahah, we both know what we go up yours. 

He started to push up one finger at the time, giving me plenty of time to adjust. I moaned and gasped.

- I don't want to push too far.

-We have had sex before. 

-Yeah, but that was different. 

-How so? said I and flipped over. - I am not that easy breakable, you know. 

-Ahah, that discussable.

-oh, god. Can't you just fuck me already? I groaned and pushed him down on the mattress. 

-Oh, so we are doing this? he chuckled and laid completely still while I moved upwards. His hands guiding me every step of the way and supporting my hips. Dear God, he was huge. He entered and I gasped. The pain was intense and I tried to inhale through my mouth and out my nose, to calm down. Travis was looking up at me in concern.

-Don't worry old guy, I said and kissed him lightly, before moving up and down. 

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-You have actually started to be pretty good at this, whispered Travis before slowly drifting off to sleep. I chuckled and rested my head upon his chest. He had both his arms around me. - I really like you, Emmett, he said and kissed my forehead before drifting in sleep. I grinned up at him smiling like the silly idiot I am, before drifting into sleep as well