UNI (Ed Sheeran Fan Fiction)

Chapter 2

Author's Note: Im really excited about this book. Like, really. Ive been writing alot lately. I know what I want to happen in the next couple chapters, so hurry and vote and comment so I can update! But anyways, I would really like it if you guys checked out my other storied that I am working on. Small Bump is my most succesful story out of all of them! Like, seriously 600+ reads! You guys are the best. <3

Dedication goes to: @aundreasymone !

Lyrics for this chapter: Youre hearin rumors about me and you cant stomach the thought of someone touchin my body when you're so close to my heart.

HAVE FUN GUESSING! <3

Jenny's POV

Ed has moved on, what about Jenny?

Ed Sheeran's new girl!

Can I have one too, Ed?

Articles. Articles and Celebrity gossip shows that talked about Ed and his apparent new girlfriend. Was I pathectic for not moving on? I think I am. Though Ed's music showed different emotions, Ed showed the world he had moved on. He showed them I didnt matter. After three years of being together, I didnt matter. We wouldve been together for four years if I wouldnt have tried to go to UNI.

I stare at the new art work on my arm.

'tutto quello che hai è la tua anima' it said.

It means 'all that you have is your sould' in italian.

I lay in bed alone, finally taking off my sweatshirt. The boys havent see my tattoo yet. I plan to get more.

I get up, and walk to the kitchen. Louis is in there alone, making a cup of Yorkshire. As usual. Lou and I havent been talking as much as we used to. He had tried to reach out to me in the beginning, but at that point, I wasnt ready to talk. Now I am.

"Hey Lou."

"Hey, Jen. Howve you been?"

"Ive gotten better. It's hard, y'know?" I laugh under my breath.

"I know. I miss you." he looks me in the eye.

I walk to the fridge.

"I miss you too. We havent hung out since... I came to live with you guys. I dont mean to intrude its just.. I have no where else to go.." I trail off.

"I love having you here! The boys love having you here." he says. Then his eyes grow wide as I open the fridge and pull out some orange juice.

"WHAT IS THAT ON YOUR ARM!?" he shrieks.

"Louis CHILL. Its just a tattoo!" I yell over him.

"What does it mean?"

"All that you have is your soul." I sigh.

Then, everyone walks in. And by everyone, I mean EVERYONE. Liam, Danielle, Eleanor, Harry, Ryann, Zayn, and Niall. Thanks tons, Lou.

"Whats going on?" Liam asks calmly.

"Nothing, Louis-" Lou cuts me off.

"JEN GOT ANOTHER TATTOO!" he yells.

I face palm.

"Okay...?" Liam drags.

"It says all that you have is your soul!" Louis says.

Everyone looks at me.

"Come on then, lets see it." Zayn says.

Sighing, I lift my arm up so they can see it.

"Its nice" Eleanor says and pulls me out of the kitchen.We end up in my room.

"What is this all about, Jen? Is it Ed?"

"Yes. No. Maybe..?" I shrug awkwardly.

"It's time to stop thinking about him all day everyday, Jen" Eleanor says.

But I cant just up and stop thinking about him. I fucking love him. And he put me out of our house. He told me to leave. All I have is my soul.

"I cant, El. I feel so... rejected."

"I know, love, I know." she sighs.

"I think Im gonna take a nap, okay?" I say.

"Okay, Jen. We love you, okay?"

"Please dont..." I cry into my pillow as soon as El closes my door.

I hate the way I feel here. I hate the way everything reminds me of Ed. I need to just go to UNI already. I need to get away.

I get up from my bed and go over to my desk. I feel around on the bottom until I feel the piece of duct-tape and pull my journal from underneath. I grab a pen and begin to write.

'Day sixty-two

You'd think I would be done writing in this journal. You'd think that I'd be gone. You'd think I wouldnt think about what he did so much anymore. You'd think that I would be so fucked up about this that I would just run away. But I cant. I cant do that because it would hurt El, Danielle, Ryann, Louis, Liam, Harry, Niall, and Zayn. I cant hurt them like her hurt me. I just cant put anyone through this pain. It'd be so cruel as to basically show them I dont give a damn about them. You'd say it sucks to be me. Well, it does. I cry myself to sleep every night thinking about him. I love him. And I cant be with him because I want to go to UNI. We ended over UNI. 

Jenny'

I stare at my arm, knowing tomorrow, I would get another tattoo. I want it. Tomorrow, I am dying and cutting my hair. Tomorrow, I am going shopping. I am changing my look.

Sighing, not wanting to change my mind, I put my journal back in its place, and get back into bed.

Im going to UNI. Day after tomorrow. I promise myself, and go to sleep.