To far from saving

The recruitment

It's been 3 weeks since the accident 

3 weeks since I came out my room last , I only survived because the girls ( momo,mina,tsuyu,ochaco .ect) brang food and water up to my room

They had sympathy for me ,what made me mad ,I didn't want their sympathy I wanted to deal with this my self

but now All i think about now is what I could've done if I got home earlier ,the words the pro hero said" she's dead "

Why, why am i the only one who feels this way

I feel as if I'm weak ,that I could never be a pro hero let alone the number one hero

At this point all I felt was hatred, hatred towards myself, hatred towards the pro hero's, hatred towards everyone around me

I just wanted to crawl into a hole and die at that point

I eventually got tired and went to sleep

"Wakey wakey izu-kun we're gonna have such a fun time"said a girl's voice with a little squeal after

I was still half asleep so I couldn't tell who it was

"How did you get in, my door was locked "I asked

"We just put a little hole in your wall"said the girl 

Once she said that I was fully awake, i looked over at my wall there was a huge hole in it

than i realized who was in my room ,Toga Himiko 

"what are you doing here, are you here to kill me if so make it quick" i said in a semi exited voice

"WHAT I WOULD NEVER DO THAT TO YOU IZU-KUN"she yelled 

"but I think you would look better if you bled a little"she said softly trying to not let me see her blush, but I did

"Well why are you here than toga"I asked

"W-w-well we would like you to join the luege of villans"she stuttered as if she were afraid of what I were to say next

I thought for a moment "I can't be a hero but I can be a villain "

So i asked " Why exactly would you want me of everyone here why not bakugo or mineta"

"Bakugo is way to angry and mineta will try thou touch me"she said 

"but if it were you who tried to touch me I would like it"she said under her breath hoping i didnt hear it but like before I did

"Oh and master said you had multiple quirks and there really strong"she said in a chirpy voice

"And he knows how to get them to manifest"she said in the same chirpy tone as before

"Huh I thought I was quirkless before I got o.f.a" I said confused

"And he would also like his son to work with him and take over one day"she said 

"MY DAD,MY DAD IS ALIVE " I said having a flash back

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"Izuku I'm so sorry your dad is"my mom burst in crying

"What's wrong mommy" I say rushing over

"Izuku you dad has died"she said crying even more

"W-w-what do you mean"I say stuttering 

"Your dad is gone we won't see him again "she says holding on to me

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"Yes" I say quietly

"What was that izu-kun" she says

"Yes I will join the L.O.V"I say in a loud clear voice

"Oh and izu-kun w-w-will you g-go an a date with me "she says looking as red as a ripe tomato

I thought about it, toga was really cute, she was my age, and now we're in the same side it wasn't considered taboo any more ,so what else would you say when there was a really cute girl in front of you midoria

"No "I said

"B-b-but izuku"she said starting to cry

"I was joking of course I would want to go on a date with a cute girl like you"

She looked at me crying but this time the tears were tears of joy

This feeling ,I've never felt it before and I want it to stay 

I walked over to toga and gave her a hug and said in her ear

"this feeling Ive never felt it before and I don't want it to go away "

She looked at me and started to cry even more and I felt her grip tighten

"So" she said 

"So what?"I said sounding puzzled

"IZUKU,you may be cute and muscular but your not the smartest" she said while giggling 

"Huh that's a bit mean"I said laughing

"Well come on izuku we gotta go meet the others "she said still giggling 

"Huh what about that date toga"I asked

"Wait you were serious about that she" said somehow blushing and looking surprised 

"Yeah I did say that I wanted this feeling to stay" he said laughing a little

Toga now looked like the redest tomato he had ever seen

"Is that a no than "I said looking a little disappointed 

"N-NO, I do want to go on a date with izu-kun, b-but it's the first time someone has said yes and didn't call me a freak" toga said and than she started to cry

"DONT worry I wouldn't do anything like that to my girlfriend "said deku

Toga said"I-i-i never said yes"

"Aww come on I know you want to" I said pouting as if to tease her

"Well would you like to be my girlfriend than toga" I said 

"Y-y-yes izuku" she said and started to cry tears of joy, I walked over and hugged her

And whispered "the only thing I don't like is how much you cry, it reminds me of my self from last year"in her ear

"Izu-kun you big meanie "Toga said giggling 

"So how bout we go on that date before we go meet the others" I said

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