Mistaken

Why did you join?

*you quickly go downstairs*
Sophie:girl you look f*cking amazing
Sam:she ain't wrong
*laughs*
Y/n:says you guys
Y/n POV
The girls aren't bad I haven't fully met the "men" yet but soon imma be honest I'm scared to death right now but something is telling me this is where I belong...I don't know why but it seems right...is it bad I feel this way?
Sophie:y/n you ok?
Y/n:oh Um yeah just got lost in thought
Des:well we should go to the dinning room the guys should be here soon
*all the girls go and sit down at the table*
Y/n:woah
*the other girls laugh*
Ari:I remember she get extremely excited for such small things
Des:clearly you can she her eyes glow with happiness
Y/n:I'm basically a child
Sophie:so what does this dinner consist of?
Devyn:for the recruiting aka the new people it's a "tradition" where we all start saying how and why we got into this mafia
Y/n:ahhh so basically "story time"
Des:yes something like that
Sophie:this will be interesting
Y/n:and emotional
*they laugh*
Boss:glad you girls are getting along
Y/n POV
Great first my room is right next to his and now im sitting next to him just my luck,ain't mad about it tho...
Boss:as you can see the food is ready and now everyone is ready to tell their stories
(A/N um we are skipping all those very sentimental stories for another chapter also bc I'm extremely lazy hehe ok so on with the story)
*you were crying your eyes out*
Ari:y/n??? Are you ok?
Y/n:yes...I'm just very emotional right now,um if you excuse me I'll be back
*you run off*
Boss:um..I'll go check on her...
*the boss quickly goes after you*
Carlos:what the hell?
Sophie:what?
Diego:sorry i forget your new but he isn't the type to run after a girl
Devyn:last time he did that it didn't end so well
Jabez:now he doesn't even feel "love" and this is just very unusual
Des:sometimes he would even get pissed when we brought her up
Sophie:what happen to her?
Nick:that...is something we can't say..it's his story to tell
Lucas:he'll say it eventually just not now..until you both prove your trustworthy
Y/n POV
Hearing they're stories brought me to tears I may be emotional but something in their stories just made me burst out to tears this made me realize that they're not just "friends" this is a big family,yes the "boss" may seem heartless but I know he has feelings down his heart but he hasn't unleashed it
Boss:hey..uh are you ok?
Y/n:O-oh um yeah I just needed some fresh air..
Boss:look sorry I'm not good with dealing these type of scenarios...
Y/n:it's fine..by the way what's your name...I refuse to believe it's "boss"
Boss:*laughs*im Alex...I just didn't want them to say my actual name yet
Y/n:interesting,I have a question
Alex:what is it?
Y/n:why did you join?
Alex POV
I wasn't ready to answer that,I had the answer I just wasn't ready to answer her but she wasn't like other girls I have slept or went out with...but I can't risk it again..not now anyways
Alex:eh that's a story for another day,but we should get back inside it's gonna start raining hard
*both of you go back in*
Sam:everything ok?
Y/n:yeah
Alex:also no more calling me boss makes me sound old
Diego:will do Alex
Devyn:imma go to bed so I'll see y'all tomorrow
Y/n:I'll go with you
Alex:before you girls go tomorrow I want you guys to go to the mall so you girls get new clothes and while you're at it grab something fancy we're going to a formal ball Friday night
Devyn:will do
*you and devyn go up*
Devyn:did he tell you anything
Y/n:nah it's probably gonna take a while for him to open up to us
Devyn:I'm sure it'll be soon
Y/n:why you say that?
Devyn:when he ran after you everyone was in complete shock he hasn't done that since the last one which was basically 2 years ago maybe or shorter I don't remember but that's his story to tell...also I left you some pjs for you
Y/N:oh my god THANK YOU
Devyn:like Alex said we'll go to the mall tomorrow and you can get plenty of new clothes
Y/n:wait how I have no money
Des:no need to worry about it,Alex covers it
Y/n:w-what i can let him spend tons of money
Sam:money isn't a problem and he does this to all of us
Y/n:if you say so...
Sophie:ok well I'm going to bed today has been exhausting
Girls:agreed
*everyone went into their rooms*
Y/n:*sigh* that bed is calling my name!
*you quickly change and fall asleep instantly*
Alex POV
Ok ok I get what your thinking blah blah I'm the heartless leader but trust me I was never like this,I knew what love is but I simply loved the wrong person , the love I have right now is just for my friends and my family I may not show it properly and that's because I was never shown how to show it..y/n keeps popping into my head most of the time so I decided to go to her room...I purposely told devyn to put her room right next to mines