To someone I can't love,
Will you please help me how to just ignore and forget you? That whenever my eyes capture your figure, and my mind allows you to travel on it, I'm running out of breathe, running out of anything. I want to come nearer from you, spill words of reality of what I feel. But my heart pulls me away. It must not. It should not. :'( It can't be, and it should not be.
I love you but I was chained from someone that can't set me fee. :'( I love you while someone already owned me. I love you where someone pulls me away from the happiness that he can't give. Will I die like this? Will I die without saying how much you mean to me? Even just a glare of my love chasing you at your back. Would you still hear it from my mouth even it will take time? Indefinite questions were left unanswered. I'm a supernova exploding into definite pieces. It tears me apart. Morethan it could be.
How I wish you could hear these unspoken words beating in my heart everytime I see you, and think about you. I am a ghost secretly following you. Endlessly follwing you. I wish that when my soul met yours, I am finally unchained, free, and ready. I will ease, I will wait, and continously love you Beej.
Your love,
Dying Princess
