Star Child - an autobiography

q's from rain

i got these questions from my beautiful friend @RainCovet  so thaaank youuuu Raaain! <33

Q1: If you could change your first name, what would you change it to?

Honestly? I'm not sure. I like my name, but maybe something like Natasha. 

Q2: Where are you from?

Minnesota, USA.

Q3: What are your best characteristics?

Er... I'm not sure. My hair is thin and not so pretty.. I've got horrible, acne prone skin... soo maybe my eyes? They're kinda pretty.. sometimes.. 

edit: hi 2021 tess here again :) i am so SO much more confident in myself now :) i am beautiful and I love my eyes. My smile is pretty and i love my body shape and personality :)

edit 2024: I think my eyes. they're bright and the most expressive thing about me

Q4: What are your favorite things about yourself?

Hm, my unique-ness? Not too sure, maybe that's a reflection of how I view myself... ope.

edit: again so much happier :) i am nice, loving, and despite what people think, so so caring and i love you :)

edit 2024: I like that I'm kind. I am always kind. 

Q5: Which of your parents are you closest to?

Ope, that's a toughy there. It honestly depends on the day, but I might have to say...  my mom, because I just feel like I get a little more support from her.

edit: uh... neither :) but that's ok

edit 2024: if I had to pick probably my mom

Q6: What is your biggest accomplishment?

Uh... hehe. I'm not too sure about this one. I would say writing a novel, but as I keep editing it, I die more and more inside because it's a travesty, actually. Maybe realizing I deserved better than the toxic girls I once called my friends.

edit: sorry for all the edits :) but yes go me! My biggest accomplishment is learning to love myself 

edit 2024: earning so much credit in high school though AP's and college courses that I have enough credits to make up an entire year of college. woo, less debt

Q7: What is your biggest fear?

failure :)

Q8: What is your biggest regret?

Hooboy... probably this big, embarrassing meltdown I had in front of my grade a few years ago. At the time, I was dealing with a lot of toxicity, insecurities, and self deprivation, even though I know that is no excuse, whatsoever. I was like, crying and yelling, and I actually hate myself for doing it. I wish I had treated the situation a lot differently. 

edit 2024: a lot of people I was friends with.

Q9: What is your eye color?

Green. G R E E N. I know a lot of people say it's blue, but if you want to see blue eyes, look at my sisters and mother. The thing is, green eyes have the tendency to look blue, green, or grey at different times. So yes, they may appear blue occasionally, but compared to others, mine are definitely green.