After the hell of the killing game (komahina)

Part 9

Hajime's POV:

"Jime!"
"Ajime!"
"Hajime!" 

I opened up my eyes and looked up, I met the grey eyes of Nagito and I blushed, I quickly stopped leaning on his shoulder and he smiled at me "I'm sorry for waking you, but we're here" the luck boy said and I nodded, rubbing my eyes and opening the door to the car, I stepped out and a fresh breeze hit me and I shivered, I turned to everyone and we walked towards the apartment building, we eventually got the key to our room and me and Nagito walked up to the stairs to the second level, Nagito pulled out the key and unlocked the door. It was decently spacious, a small kitchen, a room with a couch and a tv, a bathroom, and a bedroom, I quickly walked over the bed and flopped onto it, letting out an exaggerated sigh. Nagito walked over and sat on the bed, "I can sleep on the couch, I doubt you would want trash like me sleeping in the same bed as you" the albino said and I rolled my eyes, pulling him down to lay with me, I quickly wrapped my arms around him and buried my face into his neck, the hope boy blushed "H-hinata kun.." he said and I sighed "your not sleeping on the couch Nagito" I said and he silently nodded, wrapping his arms around my waist. I drifted off to sleep again....

Nagito's POV;

I found myself in a dark place, I looked around, nothing but darkness, I started to walk around, when my foot hit something,I looked down and immediately stumbled back, putting a hand around my mouth, it was my dead body, the spear sticking out of my chest, multiple stab wounds in my arms and thighs,

"Everyone hates you"

"No...."

"Hajime doesn't love you"

"No"

"You should of stayed dead"

"NO!"

I jolted up right frantically panting and looking around the room, my eyes landed on the brunette Who had moved over in his sleep to the other side of the bed, I quickly stood up and ran to the bathroom...

⚠️self harm trigger warning⚠️

I slid down in the corner, shaking violently, my hand instinctively reached down into my pocket, quickly pulling out the peice  of metal and staring at it.

"A few won't hurt....."

I slowly dragged the blade against my skin

'One'

'Two'

'Three'

'Four'

'Five'

'Si-'

"Nagito? Are you in there?"

'Shit'

The brunette knocked on the door, "are you ok?" He asked, I quickly rolled up my sleeves "y-yeah Hinata-k-kun I-I'm fine!" I yelled "what are you doing in there?" The boy asked "I- Uhh I'm just washing up" I managed to get out  "I didn't hear the water running.." I decided to stay silent "Nagito are you alright? Can I come in?" He pressured "....." I continued to stay silent "I'm coming in" he said and opened the door, immediately running over to me "N-Nagito? What happened?! You've been crying.." he said and reached over to grab my hand, I immediately pulled back, "are you ok?" He asked and I tried to back up more, I happened to get a glimpse at my arms and saw that I was bleeding through my sleeves "Nagito are you bleeding!?" Hajime said and I flinched, he frowned "Nagito can you show me your arm?" He asked in a caring voice. I hesitated for a second before slowly extended my arm, he gently grabbed it and pulled up my sleeve, he sighed and looked at me "why'd you do this" he asked with concern lacing his voice, I shrugged and he frowned, "I'll be right back ok?" He said and I nodded, he stood up and walked over to a cabinet, rummaging around for awhile before walking back over to me with some disinfectent and bandages, he grabbed my arm and pulled my sleeve back up, he opened to bottle of disinfectant "this is gonna sting ok?...." Hinata said and I just nodded, he started to pour it over my arm, I flinched, but bit my lip and didn't say anything, he did the same with my other arm and wrapped them both up, he picked me up bridal style and dropped me onto the bed again, sitting down beside me "do you wanna talk about it?...." he asked and I sighed "not really" I said and he nodded "ok,...but,... Nagito please don't do that again,.....ok?" I hesitated for a second before nodding, he smiled and wrapped his arms back around me

"I love you Nagito, please....don't leave me again...please" he said with a slight shake in his voice. I nodded "I promise I won't Hinata-kun...." "good"

After awhile I slowly fell back asleep

|ooofffff that suckedddd sorry for the angst 😅 anyway, stay safe everyone! Love Ella!|