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It has been a month or two since Bam and his friends had climbed to the top of the tower and had caught Rachel.
Bam was indeed, satisfied. he was able to stay with his friends. Mostly Rak and Khun.
Khun had become one of the test administrators and so had Bam and Rak.

Bam was staring at the beautiful, starry night.

Although it reminds him of Rachel, he usually brushes the feelings of guilt and regret off, and just enjoys the beautiful night sky, which included the stars that shine so brightly.

Rachel wasn't Bam's star anymore, and they parted ways.

Bam sat on the balcony, humming softly. It was spring so it wasn't that cold. Bam usually enjoyed it when the cold air breeze brushed against his skin anyways, so he had no problem with the weather being cold anyways, as it reminded him of his two close friends, Khun and Rak.

Although it mostly reminded him of Khun, he couldn't place a thought on why he thought about Khun so much. But the only explanation to it was that he had developed feelings for him.

Bam wasn't taken for a guy who'd like a guy, as people always thought he was inlove with Rachel, as he entered the tower chasing after her.
I mean, it could be possible that he likes both guys and girls, but he definitely didn't like Rachel in that way. Rachel was more like a mother to him as she was the first person he met, the first person he laughed with, the first person that helped him learn about the world and the first person who betrayed him.

Although, even after all the harm she did to him, our sweet, innocent Bam didn't hold any grudges towards her, and simply forgave her.

But let's put the Rachel things aside. Bam had always noticed girls had liked him, specifically Yuri, Endorsi and Ehwa as they were super obvious about it. But he always decided to play dumb and clueless, when in reality, he just didn't want anyone to get hurt.

Bam sighed, as he ruffled his own hair, what was the true meaning of love? What was that feeling he had always felt when he was around Khun? It always felt like he needed to puke.. but he had no idea why. Afterall, Khun is his bestfriend.. so why?

He decided he should ask Khun about what love felt like a long time ago, but he didn't know how to ask, more importantly, he couldn't find the right time to do so. He was indeed, very curious and uneducated about love, as Rachel hadn't teached him such a thing. He just wanted to know what it was like.

As Bam hummed on the balcony, Khun opened the door swiftly and entered the balcony. Bam didn't seem to notice at all, as he was too zoned out and lost in thought. Khun was indeed, slightly concerned for his bestfriend, but immediately as soon as he read his emotions, he figured that Bam was deep in thought.

"Bam..?" Said Khun, as he stood at the doorway, waiting for his Bestfriend to reply. Bam flinched at the sudden noise, and he turned around, after he'd noticed the voice he heard was a pleasant, familiar voice. "Yes, Mr. Khun?" Responded Bam. A part of him couldn't help but call Khun and everyone else 'Mr' and 'Mrs/Ms'. He just figured it'd be weird to just.. simply say their names without saying 'Mr' or 'Mrs/Ms', and nobody seemed to get bothered by it anyways.

"You seem to be very puzzled. Has there been something on your mind lately?" Asked Khun, very concerned for his bestfriend.

Bam always sat at the balcony and thought about stuff, but lately, he's been doing it more frequently.

Ofcourse, Khun, being our favourite cocky and nosy light blue haired boy, he couldn't help but be intriuged by stuff like this. More importantly, he hated seeing his bestfriend be troubled, and just wanted to comfort him and help him as much as he could, as Khun had mutual feelings for Bam. He'd never mention anything about liking boys though, as he'd think everyone would think of him as 'disgusting' or 'weird'.