They made me love

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(I suggest you listen to the music while reading the poem. It gives more feeling and it  kinda relate to how I felt after getting my heartbroken so many times. Thank you)
Why can't I just find someone to love.
They always said "you're like an angel up above".
Yeah above all that pain and heartbreak.
They are so fake.
First was          .
She made me feel glee.
But one again that didn't last.
Her emotions could change in a flash.
We began to become abusive.
Tell me why I always forgive.
I loved her that's why.
I wanted to die.
I wanted to be up high.
I wanted to be away from her.
But yet I also wanted to be next to her.
Her true emotions can and went away like a blur.
I did everything I could to make her happy.
I thought that was the key.
I was naive.
I wish I could leave.
But after five months she got rid of me.
Finally I was free.
Or so I thought I would be. 
Last was           .
I never knew her real name.
She thought she was slick.
She was as painful as a brick.
She always got her way.
But one day,
She went too far.
She left a scar.
She said "if I die just know it's your fault."
What do you mean my fault?
It felt just like assault.
I didn't want her to die.
So for what felt like years all I did was lie.
It became too much.
I didn't want her to touch.
I just want her gone.
She was drawn.
She was shocked and got mad.
I didn't even feel bad.
I just ignored her.
That was the cure.
Finally I felt free.
For me.
This felt like I was finally able to be at peace.
I had an increase.
Thanks to them I could finally.
Love myself.
Win the game of pain.
No more judgemental rain.
Just me and myself.

(Hey big booty bitches. I never really posted anything on here so here's a poem. Do not steal because I'm only 14 and will cr i. I hoped you like this poem. It's kinda about the people I dated, and how it kinda hurt in the end but I'm doing better. I hope everyone is doing fantastic during the quarantine, and I really hope you all feel great and not alone. If you need a person to talk to you can always talk to me. I hope you are all doing great. MWAH!!)

 MWAH!!)

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⏰ Last updated: May 27, 2020 ⏰

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