𝓣𝓪𝓮𝓽𝔃𝓾 𝓞𝓷𝓮𝓼𝓱𝓸𝓽𝓼

Winter

It's winter,2004 and it's my birthday.Before the day,I was so excited for my birthday cake,I do love cake back then,but my parents were far so I couldn't eat a cake like I was expecting for my birthday.I remember crying alone in my closet,and I just ignored my grandma while I didn't know she was also crying so I promised my self not to cry again.

It's now a month before my birthday which means it's fall;autumn,my grandma forced me to come with her and visit the park nearby,but I liked it,she sat on the bench while watching me kicking the leaves,I enjoyed a lot that I wanted to stay there forever.I laid down on the leaves closed eyes,I then felt my face getting itchy at the moment,realizing leaves were falling down,I sat up revealing a girl laughing at me,dressed in a bunny costume,I looked at grandma smiling at us so I thought I shouldn't get mad at the cute girl.

She asked me to play with her so did I,turned out she was really fun to be with!Grandma and I had to go,she watched us walking away until she got out of my sight,that's when I realized I haven't asked for her name.

Later that day,I went back to the park now without grandma,I wanted to play with her again and be friends with her,I played with the other kids around me that's when I forgot the purpose why I'm here,for her.Because it's been one hour,I sat on the bench to rest and to wait for more fifteen minutes."Guess who."I knew it was her voice,she blindfolded me with her adorable hands from behind making me smile happily,and that's when I knew about her name;Tzuyu,she told me her dad works here in the park so she'll maybe be here everyday.

December 31,2005 it's my birthday...Should I be happy?Because I'm alone again with grandma,I thought my parents were gonna celebrate my birthday but they just left yesterday.Or did they forgot about it?Grandma cooked my favorite soup which made my feeling better,I then suddenly thought of Tzuyu,I begged for my grandma to look at her for a while so she agreed,I ran to the park then went to see Tzuyu's dad to ask her,because she haven't been here for the last three days."Happy birthday Taetae!"And that's what I remember my first birthday cake.The happiest day in my life!

A new year begins!And I had my New year with both grandma and Tzuyu,we both escaped from her dad everytime he was busy working.Grandma made us a very warm soup which Tzuyu loved,and ever since we spent most of our times in January at home because it's really freezing outside.We sometimes play,watch,cuddle,hold hands,share blankets and coats...

May 6,2006.Tzuyu and I played on with the pillows,and it's raining heavily outside.Grandma called us then told us someone is looking for Tzuyu,we both looked at the window to see a gray car poured with thousands of raindrops.Tzuyu and I got out and her dad looked really mad with an umbrella over him,he grabbed Tzuyu roughly making me gasp,Tzuyu cried as her dad put her inside the car,until I watched the car drive away shouting Tzuyu's name.That's when I last saw her.Making me cry forever.A day I wanted to forget.

*Present,May-6,2020*

"Are you sure you don't wanna go?"My friend Jimin asked me as he looked at me worriedly,my eyes were pooling...Today is the day,I closed my journal putting it back in my cabinet.

I should definitely look for her!I can do this.

"I'm going now."I grabbed the bouquet of purple and yellow flowers before leaving.

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"Hey how are you?"I smiled as I laid down the bouquet in front of her epitaph,

'Cherished every moment with you,gone too soon little angel.'

June.24,1999-May.6,2006

I sighed as I tried to held back my tears,breathing it out,Tzuyu doesn't want to see me crying.

"I'm doing well Chewy.I know it's been years but I still miss you!And I hope you know that."

That day when we last spent time together,her dad was drunk because he was fired at work.They had a car accident,it was raining.Ever since then,I hate rain.

"You're my angel who woke me up from sadness.Look what you've done,I'm doing good now.Thank you so much,those were the happiest days in my life,I feel honored to have your last time spent with me making me feel blessed."

"I know you're sent from the angels and the God for me and..."

"I love you."

A/N:I'm sorry you guys.:(

Today is my birthday!💖-May-6.

I just don't know if it's part of being matured or something but I honestly don't enjoy birthdays anymore.

I don't know what to say now but I'll come back with an update tomorrow.💜