My Lost Love

The Kiss

  When I got home, I decided to tell him how I felt. The next day it came, it was almost my last period class. When the bells rung, I ran to my next class to see Tyler, however, when I got there I saw him kissing another girl and I was shocked. I was kind of broken up inside. I just looked down and went to my classroom and ignored him. I didn't want him to see me. I didn't even know who that girl was. One week later he left. I didn't get to say good-bye. I was disappointed that I couldn't confess my feelings to him. In 8th grade I got even more depressed and starded crying less.

Because of this, it was my first sad and heart broken moment. I had never been sad. I had always smiled to people, been happy, always laughed. I was like a girly girl that time. Everything changed that I started looking at myself and saying that I was useless and that I hate myself. In school I just ignored all the boys. Some would flirt at me, but I would tell them that I was in love with somebody else. My mood changed, by affecting the way I felt and acted. A different part inside of me ripped apart. All the happiness and laughter just pulled away from Tyler. It felt like I gave away apart of my heart.

The teacher knew I was sad. They tried to take me to a counselor but it didn't work. I was still sad, and I couldn't tell them what was wrong. When I came home from school, I started looking at my grade school elementary yearbook, and I wanted my old friends back. I was looking at the pictures and I saw Tyler there. I realized that I did know him. He is one year older than me. I started to remember that day when I was in 4th grade it was my turn to read to the 5th graders. Then I saw this boy that was sitting alone in the back. When I was done reading the book I stood up and talked to him because he looked lonely in the back. He was happy that I talked to him and we beacme friends. It was Tyler. He said to me, " Do you want to be friends?" I said "sure, we can be friends if you want." Then I smiled. But I had to go back to class because I was done reading the book. After lunch we always talked to each other. He didn't tell me he was going to middle school at that time, and then I started to forget about him because we didn't talk that much when we were in testing.When I thought about my memories. I started crying, beacuse all the happiness, that I once had, was precious to me than ever. I woke up from  my dream and then I look around and I knows that I was holding something. It was a picture of me and Tyler.

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