Beautiful Mess ♡

More than friends?...

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Lily: What just happend, why are they being so weird?

Kt: I don't know but I definitely saw that love bite on sebb's neck.

*Lucy walks in*

Lucy: Hey guys, um...what's up with sebb and Monty they both just slammed their doors!? They seemed really shaken up.

Shauni: well they were being all sensitive and jittery

Lily: then kt felt the need to blurt out that sebb had a hickey

Lily shot an unimpressed glare at kt.

Kt: What!!!?? It just sorta came out

Jake: anyway girls!!! Besides the point.

Shauni: why would sebb have a hickey he hasn't had a girlfriend or a girl over for that matter for at least 3 months.

Jake: I get sebb being embarrassed and all but what did it have to do with Monty he rushed out just as quickly.

Montys pov

I stayed in my room for at least an hour and waited for everyone to go to theirs after breakfast, to get myself a drink and the toast I left when I rushed out of the kitchen.

I don't regret anything that happened last night I just wish we didn't have to be in this awkward situation now. I really like sebb like "more than friends". I know that I'm bi just I don't know how to tell some people.

Sebb though!? He kissed me back, cuddled me all night, let me sleep in his bed and kissed me this morning yet he's always said he's 100% straight. That's what I thought but he just seems so into "us".

Oh Monty stop kidding yourself your making this up in your head he probably just misses having girls constantly come over because of quarantine, so he created a distraction for himself. But why me?

There are two perfectly single girls living right in his house, Lilys his best friend but I'm sure he could win her over with a snap of his fingers and him an Kt had a thing going on only a few months ago I'm sure she's still interested.

Sebb's pov

Omg. This is crazy. I'm straight, right? Monty's my closest friend and we've been through thick and thin together but I've never considered having a "crush" on him. I was the first person he came out to, even before his family, I know we trust each other and have our cuddly moments but neither of us see it as a romantic thing. Does he?

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Monty crept out of his room 3 hours after going in, he snuck down the hall hoping that he wouldn't see anyone. He kept his hood up and head down as he walked towards the kitchen.

Unfortunately, Lucy caught him creeping past the living room door and went out to him.

Lucy: Monty!!

She hugged him tightly, he stayed silent and kept his arms straight down by his side while the girl held him in her embrace.

Lucy: Monty, what's up. Your as pale as a sheet of white paper and your eyes are all -

Monty burst into tears and collapsed his head into the girls shoulder leaving a damp circle on her sweater as he lifted his head back up and looked up red and puffy eyed.

Lucy: Aww monticus come on do you want to talk to me privately in the my room?...

Monty: *sniffles* yeah...that would be nice.

They walked up the stairs  to Lucy's room, Monty rubbed his eyes with his sleeve and plopped down onto her bed bringing his knees up to his chest and wrapping his arms around him. Lucy sat down next to him and put her hand on his shoulder.

Lucy: so..tell me everything

And he did. He knew if there was one person in this house he would tell everything to, apart from sebb, it would be Lucy.

He told her absolutely everything, how he slept in sebb's room, how they...KISSED!!

Monty wasn't sure why Lucy was staying so calm about this, he thought she would at least have a reaction. I mean he just told her that he made out and gave hickeys to his best friend.

Lucy: okayyy, so you guys...

Lucy raised her eyebrows at the nervous boy and smirked.

Monty: OMG NO!! We just kissed and then I fell asleep in his bed. Nothing more. Promise.

Lucy: so your bi?? And what about sebb

Monty: well I...yeah I am. But sebbs always been so set on convincing everyone he is straight.

Lucy: omg Monty do you see they way he looks at you

Monty: we have moments

Lucy: shoot your shot Monty, you have to see where this goes, but for now it's our little secret okay

Monty smiled and gave Lucy a tight hug.

Monty: okay

*That evening*

Sebb just stayed in his room all day and posted P.O.Vs. Monty watched them all, they were all sad and he was crying in all of them but he knew that wasn't sebb's fake crying. He went to sebb's room and knocked on the door. There was no reply.

Monty whispered through the door

"Hey it's Monty"

Suddenly the door handle started to turn in Monty's grip an he let go as the door opened from the other side. Sebb stood face to face with the taller boy, all puffy eyed and sulky.

Monty: do you wanna talk?

Sebb: I'd rather not, can you stay with me though? Please

Monty: okay, I'm here

They layed on the bed, not talking  with only sebb's small sniffles and tears occasionally making a breaking the silence.

Monty got up and grabbed the remote for the TV and turned the channel to Hannah Montana making sebb's lips crack a little smile.

They sat a distance away from each other until Monty felt sebb edging closer and soon enough they were in that same "cuddled up" position.

But this time it felt... different.

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I was thinking about the whole smut thing, I might hint and go into detail but don't think I'll be posting proper smut into full detail it'll be more fluff than sexual stuff (I'm a bloody poet). 1008 words..go me!

- Daisy