once upone a time in my heart(completed )

chapter 12

Hope reached at home and started to searching taesha here and there.

Hope:-Rt my love do you know where is your auntie?

Rt:-she went outside I don't know exactly where..when I asked her she didn't told me but dad she wasn't looking well.

Hope went to trace her

Taesha did not go far away from Mansion. she was sitting on park's bench which was very near to her home...she was lost in her thoughts when a person cleared his throat and asked her to sit beside of her
Suga:-can I sit here?
Taesha:-yeah sure
Suga:-I am suga...instead of introducing or replaying something in response she just ignored him
There were pindrop silent between them
After figuring out taesha current condition he dared to speak up

Suga:-you seem upset

Taesha didn't reply

Suga:-I really don't know exactly what you are going through right now but I  am 100% sure that you are skipping from problems...skipping from problems is not a solution...before  resolving problems first  you need to an adress then once you address that how much deep it is, or how badly its gonna damage your life or you beloved one,  you eventually get idea of dealing with them.

Taesha:-but some problems are that much ugly and terrible that you feel scared to even think about them

Suga:-but if we don't face or address them they will creat mess in our future and we will never ever be able to resolve them we can face great damage...and most important if someone is truly in love with you ..he will not let you face it all alone it he will put his life on risk to rescue you, to pull out you from them so share it with your beloved instead of crying in loneliness

Taesha:-but I don't have any one  in my life who can understand me who can take stand to protect me...I can't tell my father anything because he is already taking his last breaths... except of him I can't relay on someone else, before she could complete Hope reached there for searching her...he was roaming around like a crazy person

Suga:-he must be your husband?

Taesha was surprisingly looking at him

Suga:-so you are surprised that how I got to know  that he is your husband ...It's very obvious...his worst condition is narrating entire story look at him he seems afraid...I think he is scared of losing you...it seems like you are very precious to him...don't lose him because these kind of lovers are not easily available specially now a days you are very lucky to having him in your life

Taesha could easily stop suga by saying all those words...and clarifies her relationship with Hope "that he is not her husband but brother-in-law "...but she preferred to seal her lips actually she wanted to hear all that... all those things which she never experienced befor were providing peace to her ears...but why she was doing that why she didn't revealed reality...she was confused on her own self...it's a natural phenomena when someone not gets love respect and care from one whom he/she really wants and expect,  then he /she must goes towards that person who genuinely provide them..that's exactly what were happening to taesha all those things which she was expecting from jk. ..hope was providing her without any condition which was pushing her to think in that way

Suga left them alone for better interaction

Hope:-finally I found you do you know how afraid I was? while searching  you what kind of weired thoughts were running into my mind

Taesha:-May I ask you why?

Hope:-sorry

Taesha:-please don't creat problems for me I m already going through a lot...
Hope:-I m sorry I really didn't mean...I was worried if...

Taesha:-if after finding our pictures...I  might commit sucide and end up my life that's what you thought didn't you?

Hope:-so you saw those pictures...someone trapped us that all happened with proper planing

Taesha:-I know very well...

Hope:-don't worry I will find plan's master mind very soon I promise you i will not let him to play with your life

Taesha:-why you do this?...why you put your life on risk for me?...what's your relationship with me?...why you are overprotective towords me?...if you are doing all this for a purpose

Hope:- purpose....what kind of purpose?

Taesha:-you are doing all this because you know my husband doesn't love me so you want to chase it...you think after showing sympathy with me you will gain my trust...and after gaining my trust you will utilize me for your needs( lust) and who knows you might planned all that by your own just to chasing me

Hope:-shut up...he said while slapping her...how dare you to think about me like this...do you really think I am  that  much cheap... for chasing you I would plan your rape...I would let other bastars to touch you...how could  you even think something like this...after saying without wasting any second he turned back with teary eyes and left that place silently

It was necessary to stop her feelings at very early stage because if it's grow up and flourish further it might be dangerous for hope....if jungkook or his father know about them they would definitely kill them...she wasn't scared of losing her life but scared of losing hope...because he was the only genuine person who really gave value,respect,care and most importantly shown his true concern for her...and what about RT... by any chance if something bad would have happened to hope how little one would survive without father, since he didn't experienced mother love hope was playing both mother and father role at the same time...she couldn't be selfish...she knew that what she did was completely wrong how badly she was hurting hope but she was helpless