The Robber

Mathew

    I want him so bad but I cant do it. I cant do to someone what my father did to me so many times so long ago. I cant put anyone through that kind of pain. I mean how could that ever feel good? It made me feel like the most disgusting thing on earth and lets not forget the fact that it hurt so damn bad.
    I slip on a pair of jeans and a t-shirt. I know hell be in there for a minute so I head out to the kitchen to get some water.

    "That sounded fun" Sam says in a inuendous voice.

    "Why do you still have that? I would have thought-" I cut Toby of so fast that everyone in the room started to stare at me.

    "I dont want to talk about it" I say blankly.

    I enter the bedroom to find leo standing by my bed in his boxers and his sweater crying to himself.

    I'm the worst person alive. I did this to him. I did the things to him that my cruel father did to me. I'm the most evil person in the world to do anythi-

    "What happened to you?" Leo whispers

    "Things that should never happen to anybody ever"

    "What made you stop?"

    "I relized I was doing to you what... others have done to me in the past" I reply quietly.

    "But I want you! I want you to do magical things to me! You make me feel things that no other person can make me feel and I love it. It feels so good" he cries

    "It dosent feel good though! It hurts and makes you feel like trash! It makes you feel disgusting and worthless!"

    "Who hurt you? Who did this to you?" He asks quietly

    "My father"

    He runs up and hugs me with tear spilling out of his eyes. I feel so warm n his embrace. Ive never liked another mans embrace ever because it was always forced upon me but this... this is different. This is ut of love, not selfishness.

    "I'm so sorry, im sory, im so sorry. But you have to understand that everything that has happened to you, you werent just doing to me. Your father forced you to do those things. He took things from you and used you in ways that are awful, but this is different than that. I want you to do things to me and when somebody wants those things, its a completely different expirience" 

    "I cant even imaine that though!"

    "What you were doing to me made me feel so good. I was so excited and I wanted and still want more. I want to feel good with you inside of me, and I know it will feel good because I want it. From what I gather you didnt want it from your father right?

    "Yes" I breath

    "Thats why it never felt good"

    He moves my hand to his perfect little ass so that my fingers are on his crack, "but this," he pushes against my fingers so that they move farther down "I want this and it feels so good" he moans. I groan at the sonds hes making when my fingers oress against him.

    "I need you" he whimpers.