Hard Times | Suayeon |

Chapter 8

Siyeon's pov.

I woke up and saw SuA who didn't wake up yet. I decided to let her sleep a little bit more. It was 6 a.m so I went to the kitchen to do a breakfast. I decided to do pancakes. I don't know that she likes pancakes but tell me... who doesn't? When I finished, I noticed that it took me at about 1 hour, so I went to my (our) room and decided to wake Sua up:

-SuA, wake up- I said softly

-5 more minutes please...-

-Do you like pancakes?-

-Mhm... who doesn't... WAIT, PANCAKES???!- she sat down on her bed 

-Yes pancakes haha. Come to the kitchen, maybe I'll give you more than one!-

-I'll be there in 5 minutes, I have to go to the toilet

-Sure

I was waiting for her and finally saw a tiny girl going to me. I mean.. pancakes. I gave her a plate and she started eating

-You won't leave today? - I said teasing her

-So funny...

-Ohh I'm just joking

-The pancakes are soooooooo goood!

-I'm glad to hear that

After eating breakfast we went outside

-Let's go?- I said

-Yeah ,sure

We were going t in the silence , until we noticed Taehyung and Jungkook on our way

-Oh! Now please go, let's go separately- She said in hurry and went do the boys. I was so confused, and I felt so touched. I walked with my head down, seeing SuA laughing with V and Jk...

SuA's pov.

-Oh! Now please go let's go separately- I said in hurry and went to my friends

-Hey Queen!- said Jungkook

-Hey Kookie, hey Tae, how are you guys?

-Cool, we're living together

-Realy??? why didn't you tell me???

-Because you didn't talk to us for so long?? What did you do?- said Tae

-I was..emm I-had a lot of practices!

-Yeah Sua sure... and why were you talking to this new girl? I though that she didn't like her

-I don't like her! I hate her omg. And I didn't talk to her, I just said how terrible she was

-Why are you like that?

-Because I hate people

Lunch break

I was sitting with Tae and Kookie talking about everything. I looked at Siyeon sometimes... She was so sad. She was sitting with JiU and Yoohyeon, but she had her head down and she didn't seem to be interested about what girls say. 

-Who are you looking at?- asked Tae

-Ymm no one...

-Are you looking at this new girl? What're your relations with her?

-What relations?

-Sua don't play with us.

-Ugh okay I'll tell you everything

I told them all the story, how I was rapped by my own father, how I moved to Siyeon's house and also this how I treated her

-Sua... first of all what about your father? And are you okay?

-Yeah I'm okay but I'm really sorry about what I did to this goblin.. ugh

-Go to her

-WHAT?! WHY?!

-Because you hurt her? That's obvious, you have to apologize.

-Maybe you're right but I-

-YOU SLUUTTTTT!!!! HAHAHAHA - I heart someone who is shouting so loud

-YES YOU KIM BORA- It was Jennie. Kim fucking Jennie

-What did you said?- I stand up

-You fucking slut! - she pulled me to the wall and looked into my eyes

-I'm gonna make you scream girl - she whispered to my ear

...You will be better that good in the bedroom like you are god at screaming. I'll make you scream

-LET ME GO HEL-

-NO, JUST LET ME GO!- I ran to the bathroom and closed the doors to not let him enter here. I was crying so hard. Why is life like this? And why I fucked everything up? Why I'm hurting people without a reason, and why people are doing the same to me? I'm so done...

I took a knife from my pocket and started doing wounds on my wrists. I wanna end this life so hard...

Siyeon's pov.

She ran to the bathroom... Should I follow her?

-Siyeon why are you like that?

-She hurt me...- I said quiet

-Who?

-The same person who left me when we were walking together, the same person that I was a support for, the same person who I cooked a pancakes for, and the same person who told me ,, fuck off in the first day of school''- I didn't even realized that I was crying. I couldn't hold the tears.... 

-Siyeo-

-No, I have to find her

-Are you sure?

-Yes... I wasnt...

I went to the bathroom and saw no one here. 

-Hey is here someone???

No reply

So I decided to open all the doors, and one were locked. I knocked the door

-Hey, Is someone here?

Hmmm that's strange. I wanted to leave when I heard that something popped inside and then I saw a hand sticking out from under the door. 

-SUA!

I started to hit the doors when they finally opened. I saw this beautiful girl laying on the ground. I looked at her hands. They were all in the blood. I checked her pulse- thankfully I could feel it. I called the ambulance.

-Stay here Sua... don't die... I'll never let you do it again...

-Why I have to always save you. I hate you for that. But I will forgive you when you'll stay with me.

I was holding her soft hand until the ambulance arrived and took her to the hospital

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That was a pretty bad chapter I think. I just not thinking today. I hope that your day is better than mine.
Love u! ❤️