Somebody

The Quest

The Quest of life begins when you know what you are upto!
It all happened when everything was going good a small incident took place which has to be very much important in my life and that was though very simple and crispy but then I can't see my love my world to go to someone else . A guy who came up to my girl with a love letter made me feel very insecure afterall love for her was really pure in me and the thing which always my heart use to tell me was that the feelings that I had for her was really very special. What so ever I was really very worried that what she will do after this cause I didn't knew that if she had any feelings for me or not maybe whatever hint I got was just my thoughts. But then I was really worried.

It was just 5 days before our last school days, I needed some solution and I was wondering if my proposal doesn't works and if this girl goes away from me , it was really a very freaky thought going through my mind but then I wanted to tell her Everything I wanted to cry and tell her how much I love her from bottom of my heart and wanted very badly to make her special. It was the last period of our school I was wondering should I tell her now or should I tell her a bit later but then I was so late that I forgot maybe I had a lot of time in my hand this girl doesn't she went back to her home and I was wondering where she is?
I went back home got freshen up and ate my food in a really fast manner .

Afterall anxiety was eating me up how could I have eaten my food properly.
Somehow I managed to complete my food and went back to my room.
Then the next idea which striked my mind was her friend cause it was her who was all time with her talking to her and all.
I called her up, and I was like, "hey! Listen do you know what this girl is upto because I know she got a proposal for somebody," I was literally freaking with the thoughts what she would reply to me she laughed and said, "why you want her to be your girlfriend?" and I was like "yes" and she was silent for 2 minutes after that.
I was really freaking , my hands were shivering and I was worried. She said, "tell me what you want to do?" I was like, " I'll propose her today , please don't tell her anything I want to be special to her." She said , "done". But then she was the friend how can I forget! She said everything to her I came to know this later.
It was around 11.30 p.m when I saw her online and I pinged her up!
And she even replied .
I was like, "you going to sleep?" She replied, "yup yup!" And I was like can I tell you something very important I wanted her to listen to me very badly .

She became anxious and she was like, "Sure tell me!"
I was really freaking now and I prayed atleast 70 times to god to make everything perfect.
And with all the guts and Glory I was like , "did you have your dinner?"
And next moment I realised really ? Shubhankar really? This much coward I was.

Then I got alot of guts and I was like , "listen I wanted to tell you that, I REALLY LOVE YOU AND PLEASE WILL YOU BE MINE?" She went offline and I realised that maybe I lost her but then she came online and she be like, HEY! I ALSO WANTED TO TELL YOU THAT I HAVE ALREADY FALLEN FOR YOU YES I REALLY LOVE YOU TOO AND SILLY I WOULD LOVE TO BE YOURS!"
I was literally shocked for some moment and was literally shouting in the middle of the night that for whom I waited so long she came and now she is mine.

I was crying with all my happiness and prosperity and was looking to my stars for my luck.
Then I realised until you take the perfect step towards your feelings it will always make you feel anxious about anything.
Yes I was happy and yes my feelings were too.