YOONGI
I don't know when did I start seeing Dan, she's my wife's bestfriend, at first it just a casual meeting since we met downtown and she offers some coffee...
But I did not realize that one time becomes everyday routine..
At first, it's okay.. but as the day goes by it becomes addiction..
I want to see her everyday, to the point I didn't went home for 3days...
I love my wife... I do ! But now I'm just confused....I can see my wife is suffering because of me, I don't want to her to suffer, she faced a lot of challenges even before we crossed paths, A strong woman that I adore and love ! And now that we are trying to have our own little one, I don't want her to be stressed or anything, it won't help..
I decided to end things with Dan, before Y/n knows..
I asked her to go to my studio to talk privately, because right now my studio is the safest place to meet..Dan came, she was seductive, but I composed myself and I should get things straight..
"Dan ! Lets stop this..."
"But why ?? I love you..."
"But I don't, I love my wife more than anything !"
"It's not what i felt when we make love.."I can feel the hurt in her voice,
Damn it ! I hate when I hurt someone esp girls..."Yoongi..you love me right ?? Right?? " She asked me , I can't answer that.. I don't know how to answer that..
Before I can response , she was kissing me and slowly straddling in my lap..
I hate it, I made her like this .. it's my fault ! But it isn't right, I need to clean this mess I made..I kiss her back one more time, to let her feel that once I loved her, I feel love towards her, but my love for my wife is bigger..
I can't risk my marriage because of lust...
It's the last thing I thing I can do..Before I pulled my head, I hear a loud thud in my door,
Like shutting it so loud to let the people inside notice that there is someone..
I hurriedly stand up and open my door , I didn't see who, but I saw a running figure going to elevator.."Y/n ??! Y/n !! Wait !!!!"