Angst-ish
Blarg POV:
I woke up in the mist of the night to the sound of slight munching, I ignored it. Well that was until I heard a small sniffle. I jolted up to see Nelson at the side of the bed facing the wall.
"Nelson?"
He gave me a shaky hum before going back to eating, what a assumed to be chips. "Cmon face me!", he slowly turned to me with tears in his eyes and a chip in his mouth. I was brought back from this, he was shaken up like he was scared of me. Then I remembered the fight we had earlier and how I pushed him away from me. I tried to scoot closer but he moved away in a hurry, then it hit me.
"A..are you scared of me? Nelson..."
He turned away from me and finished eating his chip before sobbing. He tried wiping his tears but they kept falling. I wanted to reach for him but I backed down, I was scared to hurt him even more.
After watching him cry more in a paralyzed state, I pulled him into a big hug. I didn't want him to cry harder so I pet his head, making him melt into my embrace. I felt him give a small nod and it broke my heart."I'm sorry that I scared you, I was just mad! It won't happen again"
He held up his little finger like a little kid and I grabbed it with mine, making a promise. I held him tighter as we turned the tv on in our room to netflix. I gave him the remote to let him put on a show.
We ended up watching YouTube instead on the 'big screen'. Sometimes watching our videos, or watching some random things that popped up.
"You promise me to not hurt me again right?" I heard Nelson say quietly. "Hurt? D..did I hurt you?!" I said checking his body. I saw a bandage on his side, and my heart dropped. "I..it left a bruise but I'll be ok" he said twiddling his fingers. "IM SO DAMN SORRY" I said hugging him harder, "IM SO DAMN SORRY THAT I HURT YOU NELLS" I said squeezing him harder as I let a single tear escape my eye. "N..no! It's ok, it's just a slight bruise! I'm fine Matt" he said wiping my tear and giving me a quick peck on the forehead.
I felt so bad for him, i never want to get mad after work but i always do and something bad always happens! Like that one time i punched the wall, caving it in. Nelson bandaged my bleeding fist! Or that one time i got mad at dooo for no reason? Nelson helped me calm down! I was just too mean and depending to the younger boy, a d that needed to change!
Today...I Promise!
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