The beautiful stranger

hello.. it's me...

Hi... I am Mia...
You don't know me and even I doubted my own excistance after what happened...
May be you will understand better after reading my story...

May 6 2016

I don't wanna go mom....
"I won't hear No.. You have to go out and make friends.."

I am Mia and we are family of five...
Dad , mom, big sis, younger brother and me in the middle...

My mom loves my brother..
My dad adores my sister..
And I wait for the time when my siblings ain't present to get my parents' attention..
Yes.. they do love me but there love is expressed occasionally...

I envied them... But now I curse the time I prayed for my parents' love...
My sis graduated highschool and went to Capital for higher studies...
I miss her... Now my parents had time to look at me...
They suddenly noticed my nose piercing... My red tips.. my tomboy style..
I thought they knew and were okay with it and made it my style...
But now I was getting attacked on regular basis...

Today my mom is forcing me to go out with my friends for the pool party..
They want me to make Friends or maybe a boyfriend...
Ugh... I don't want it..
But...
Ta da..
I am in swimwear and on my way to party...
My brother is making fun of my made-up face...
I don't like makeup...
Mom emotionally blackmailed me...
"You look like a baboon"
He is laughing..
"Shut it.. or my fist will land on your monkey face"..
"Ok ok I won't laugh..."
He isn't laughing now but I can see his face getting all red by clenching his teeth together...
He is laughing on me in his mind..

I am pissed and embarrassed....