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JUST ANOTHER DAY AT THE HOSPITAL, trying to get treated. Nothing good will ever happen to me.
The only good that happend to me was Finn Wolfhard. I've had a crush on him since Stranger Things. And I don't know.
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Mom's been worried sick, and I'm just, this is normal for a person like me, N-O-R-A-M-A-L. Its stupid really, mom always fucking worrying, and dad just being, dead.
Steve will always be fucking partying with his stupid shitty dumb friends and I will always be at a FUCKING HOSPITAL. I mean, for pete's sake, the only thing I can do, is watch some random shit on the TV or my phone.
I just feel so, trapped.
Dad died because of cancer and I don't wan't to die either.
I'm just going to try and binge Stranger Things and not worry about anything.

~

I just wish I was back in my fucking mess of a room, it'd make everything better.
I get lost in my thoughts for awhile then I see the door swing open.
"Dad?!" I say sitting up.

"I'm sorry. I love you Emma, I'm sorry."

"Sorry? Sorry for what?"

Then I wake up.
"You motherfucking BITCH! Why'd you wake me up?! I was talking to- t-talking t-to-," I start crying,
"Dad, mom. Dad."
"Hunny, I'm sorry but, you have to get on your wheelchair, let me show you someth-thing." She says calmly like I didn't call her a motherfucking bitch.
I nod and I go to my wheelchair.
"Wh-wh-where are w-w-we g-g-going?" I say stuttering.
"To the mall." She says.
I look up at her,
"Seriously?" I say smiling.
"Yes, seriously." She says laughing a bit.

                                        ~

When we arrived at the mall it was about 3-4 P.M. People kept on giving me looks and pointing, it was so annoying.
"Just ignore them." Mom whispers quietly.
I nod and just look at the wheels of my wheelchair.
We end up going to Vans and H&M.
I got a decent amount of stuff.

~

We arrive back to the hospital.

I wish my cancer could be treated.

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