beautiful mistake | ningren

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Hey I,
uhm,
well i like you a lot.

It's been days and Ningning still hasn't opened her weibo account. She made a big mistake- one that she shouldn't have said and now she's ashamed. She heard a knock on her door. Probably Koeun telling her that there's nothing embarrassing about what she did. It's also been days since she locked herself in their shared room. She doesn't want to get out. She just wants to disappear into the thin air. Her thoughts were interrupted when she heard Yiyang's voice.

"Ning~ Please open the door!" She heard it correctly but spent no energy on doing so. Minutes later, and she heard a door clicking, indicating her that someone is opening it. She sighed. Guess I really just can't disappear huh. She got up and fixed her hair. She didn't know she looked like a mess until she came face-to-face with the mirror.

"Finally! You got up. Let's go, we still need to prepare for my SMT." Koeun side eyed her, probably because they both knew they'll be there. He'll be there. She sighed for the tenth time today.

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They already arrived to the set. It's lively and full of pink, contrary to what she is feeling right now. It still baffles her. Maybe she shouldn't have agreed to that fan's post or even commented to it. For the ninth time, she couldn't help but let out a sigh again. She closed her eyes for a second and convince herself. 'It's not my fault if he is really attractive. I mean, I didn't lie. I'm actually praising him, right? It's not like he'll see it since he's super busy right now. Relax Ning, relax.' She took a deep breath and decided not to worry about it. She just needs to depend on her luck and pray he'll never find out, not now, where she can't even think straight.

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The shoot ended successfully. Earning them a thumbs up and praises from the PD. They all smiled and ready themselves to go home when their manager stop them. She told them to say hi to their sunbaes before leaving. As if on cue, everyone turned to her. No, I just wished earlier for this not to happen! She thought. She just smiled, reassuring her members that she's okay. Right?

It's not too long when she regretted her decisions. She is infact not ready. She tries to calm her heart when the door suddenly opens, and she saw him, sitting and laughing with his members. They noticed the girls and immediately bowed and exchange greetings. Nothing is awkward for they already know each other, but Ningning felt it. Is it maybe the cold sweats coming from her own body or is it what she really feels?

"We just pass by to say hello, we're going home now." Koeun said. The 7 boys nodded understandingly. She really can't wait for them to get out of the room. She still feels embarrassed- but not because Renjun might not know what she did but how the latter act's like he didn't. It kinda hurts, and she doesn't know why she feels this sort of feelings. The girls send their goodbyes and head off. Ningning became quiet on the way home and maybe her older sisters know what she really feels.

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Ningning slumps back on her bed, not knowing what to feel. She is still ashamed of what she did. It causes a stir and many NCTzens hated her, but she feels stupid because of it. The guy who is the center of this chaos don't know anything about it, yet she still felt sorry whether she offended him. They're friends, supposed to be, but she can't help to admire him. He's cute, and his lil snaggletooth makes him even cuter. He sings well, he has a honey voiced that can melt everyone. He also dances well. Maybe not as strong as Jisung or as fluid as Jaemin, but he's still a good dancer. Everything about him just makes him perfect and maybe.... I do liked him. But liking him was not easy. He is an idol and I'm gonna be an idol too. Things like this in our job is not to be seen as something okay by the fans. She sighed. Thoughts just suddenly erupted in her mind and that makes her sad. I guess it's better to forget about it and have a life. You'll get over it, Ning. She fixes herself and head to the kitchen. She plans on helping her sisters prepared for their dinner when she suddenly receives a text. It's from Renjun.

From : Renjun oppa

Thank you for thinking that I'm attractive, Ning! I also find you amazing :) Good night ♥︎

She almost dropped her phone. Is this real? She squealed that made her other sisters to check on her. She just showed them a big smile and proceed to hug them all. It's the best day she've had over the week. Her unnies just look at her like she was high on drug. They are not completely wrong, he is her drug, and she was completely high on him.