Trigger r**e/ abuse
You.
I blame you for things you didn't do.
Because you blame me the same way.
But I blame you for what was stolen from me.
If it weren't for you I wouldn't have even been there.
If it weren't for the way you treated me.
I wouldn't have had flashback instead of fighting.
I wouldn't be living past traumas as another happened.
You still don't know.
Hands gripped where yours once did.
Only I wasn't lifted off the floor.
I was held to it.
Kisses locked between an unwilling.
Between a cheater and a witness.
It's as if he didn't listen,
but I felt the hesitation.
He never did finish this attempted rape.
But I had bruises and many other things
In unwanted places.
I couldn't walk properly.
I couldn't focus.
You destroyed me.
Both of you.
And to spite you both I gave away my value to someone I didn't love.
