I Feel Like That's on Me

In my Dreams

Avengers Compound

The Night

[2017]

~Tony~

I can't stop thinking about the kid. What he did was wrong, yes of course because Peter disobayed a direct order and almost killed a hundred people AND himself in the process. Maybe I was too harsh on him though, I won't keep the suit forever but he needs to learn and maybe I'll mentor him, take him under my wing and make him my protege. I wasn't kidding when i said i wanted to be break the cycle Howard had started and maybe the kid is my chance, Pep has never expressed any want for a kid (at least not one with me) and I don't know if I'll ever be ready for any of that not the pregnancy not the crying, screaming and diapers. At least with Peter that part is over and maybe just needs a supporting male figure to guide him to adulthood.

Jeez. Where the hell did that come from? Maybe I'm slightly more attached to the kid than I thought.

"Hey, Boss?" FRIDAY's voice interrupted my thoughts.

"Yeah Fri?"

"You have an incoming call from Mr. Hogan sir" Why would Happy need to talk to me, moving day was a fairly simple task so if something went wrong it most likely wasn't Hap's fault.

"Put it through Fri" I wait a second before hearing the click signaling I've been connected.

"Happy, how's moving day going bud?" There is almost no time passed before Happy responded.

"Boss you've got to get down to Coney Island" I didn't overly pay attention to the tone of Happy's voice before spitting out a sarcastic reply.

"Awww Hap you wanna go to an amusement park with me, I can't right now though I'm busy maybe later plus aren't you supposed to be heading moving day right now?

"No, not later now" again I ignore the obvious fear and worry in the other man's voice as well as what he said before cutting him off.

"Look Hap i'm kind of busy right now anyways, you know with super important work and there is just so so much of it you know" I look at the iron-spider holo-prints in front of me as I talk over Happy mentally sighing at myself again for everything that went on between me and the ki-

"BOSS IT'S THE KID!!!" Happy's words cut through my thoughts like a knife and I immediately shoot out of my seat "Just get here fast, please hurry" and the call cuts off as a suit forms around me and I shoot off into the night.

"FRIDAY give me Peter Parker's vitals now" My voice is sharp and filled with concern and urgency.

"I am unable to see Mr. Parker's vitals at this time as you have confiscated his suit"

"FUCK" I am such a fucking idiot!

I start flying faster but the second I can see Coney Island my mind shuts down for a second before quickly rebooting the second I see the kid on the ground.

//\\Later that Night//\\

Storming out of the hospital I get into my suit and fly away ignoring the voices behind me.

"FRIDAY block all calls, I don't give a shit how urgent they are"

"Yes boss"

Instead of going to the compound or tower I keep going towards the home I grew up in, a place I haven't visited since I moved to Malibu. I land harshly and get out of my suit as fast as possible, tripping over my feet as I enter the large building, I can't breath.