MY PERSONAL PLEASURABLE ASSISTANT

chapter - 11

RIHANA'S POV -

Again that same nightmare that haunting me for past 10 years. Ugh! My past that I want to forget.. I really wanna remove those thoughts those memori forever but I can't. Now am not naive or innocent that anyone can fool me so easily. Those hands again its again touching me...

            "Panic breathe", "Heavy feeling", "Cold sweat", "shudder"!!!   and I'm having a "Panic attack"! Again!!! I woke with a heavy feeling that someone is really killing me..gosh I hate this feeling... I don't know how I'm gonna overcome this situation.. My breath is still hitched, and cold sweats are running down from my body... I hug my pillow so tight that its can tore in any moment..

      Then I took my pill that can make me fall asleep again..and finally sleep took over me..

      Beep,,,beep....beep..beep..

   UGH! This is really annoying.. Why the heck is my alarm clock constantly ringing..
I lazily open my eyes and saw it's already 8 Am in the damn morning..gosh I'm so late for the office..

     I did my morning routine and and wore my white shirt and gray pencil skirt with black hill. And I don't like to do so much makeup, so I put some light makeup. Just mascara and nude lipstick and a ponytail..Have my breakfast. And I'm ready to hit the office.

          Knock,knock

  I looked up and saw its 12pm but I don't have any meetings today so who's this..

"Come in" I said and goes back to my work.

"Mam! Your coffee;" Popsicle said..

"Oh you! I thought I have some guest;" I smiled politely and said.
and as usual he blushes.

"No Mam! Actually your late today so I don't have any idea if you want your coffee or not so I finally gave in and give your coffee late!!" He continues.

"Tch! It's ok baby. I was not feeling well so I sleep a little longer today that's ok. I don't mind if your late for my coffee or stuff like that..just your presence is every thing. I said that softly while looking at his face.and I saw his suppressing his smile.

"No, actually it's ok to take rest some times cause you were always busy with your and its not good for your health. So take rest am going." He said and spin off.

I don't know why but it hurts me..I don't know why I feel so neglected. Maybe he don't want my attention or maybe he has a girlfriend. Now I'm pissed I mean I'm beyond pissed..

    Ring, Ring,Ring, Ring,

"Hello!" I said

"Don't be so formal with your bestie!" Dona said sorry screamed.

      AND NOW I'M DEAF FOR SURE "EYE ROLLS"!!

  "HMM, BARK!WHAT DO YOU WANT" I stated.

" few shots with me and with the group in Lee's club house! What say?" she said excitedly.

"NO! Don't bother me again. You know I don't like to go to the clubs it's disguise me." I said.

"*gasp dramatically* aww c'Mon na Riri it's fun over there! Don't be so caved woman. We are your friends we also want you sometimes to keep us company. You always can't dodge us like that!!!" She bursted.

" ok ok stop being so naggy! I'm going but no hanging around" I gave up.

"YAY!!! Finally you gave in oh Gosh I'm on my tears now.." She said dramatically. Though I can feel the huge smile on her face..

"Ok bye..see ya""I hanged up..

Again my phone started to ringing and its her again.

"Hey! Forget to say that I'm coming over your house to fix up my self." She said.

"Why you have your own house..don't bother me" I teased.

"Hey! Don't be like that..I'm coming anyways!" I can feel her pouty face.

And I again hanged up. Cause I know she's so stubborn ass she's gonna come whether I want it or not.. And that's why we're friends nope what's she says yup bestie.