If only

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by SuiciedFoxX

by SuiciedFoxX

If only my mind wasn't so cultured
If only my heart wasn't so soft
If only I could tell the one I love how they truly hurt me so much

I set boundaries I told them to
They openly ignored them and did what they shouldn't
It's my fault I should have stopped them
I wanted to stop them
But I couldn't

Now hurt, confused and angry I lay awake thinking
If only back then I was smart enough to see they were only playing.