I started to believe it?! I know she was sick but could stress of me cause her to die more quickly? No,no I couldn't of. She was just sick! He looks at me with the soul-killing stare like it was my fault.
Its almost my birthday and I'm not excited. My mom isn't here and my fathers a drunk. What a great day that's going to be.
I still have time that's like 7 months away. But I get the same feeling when its near.
That thought still goes through my mind that it was my fault that she died..but I'm trying to make it not mine. Maybe it was his fault!!
Its not my fault! She would have told me if it was..its not I told myself over and over that it wasn't..I knew it wasn't.
