Hey sorry i suck at writing but this just flowed from me.Ya know??Anyways thnx for reading!!
What feels like so long ago I believed in fairytales and happy endings. Now I don't know who to trust or what to believe.I thought i knew so well where I was going in life.Now I don't know if I even want to go on at all. I never thought I was ugly till I saw her. Then I knew that you had lied to me when you and eveyone said that I was pretty.I used to believe that love could find you. That no matter what happened someone could find you. I thought they could love you despite what eveyone had told me before.Now I know that they will just agree with everyone even if that means they will neglect that you are human and have feeelings to. I used to think that when you love someone you never lie to them. Now i know that i was right and that you never loved me. You didn't even like me I was just something that you knew you could get.I used to think that there was a plan for everyone. Know I know some people just have greater plans than I. I used to think that if someone would tell you something and look you in the eye they meant it. Now i know that they are just telling me what they think i need or want to hear.I used to know what i felt in my heart. I used to know what i was thinking.Now my heart is unable to feel anything but pain. Now i am going crazy and can't think straight. So what am I to do. I used to think of the future and the life that was awaiting me. The goals and love I would feel. Now all I ever think about is what used to be. And deep down I know that I can never escape my past or what used to be.
