Life.

Why cant I be loved like they are?

The pain. Some of you understand it some of you don't .

Some of you understand being loved and not being loved.

You may be asking, " what your parent does love you they for you food home and a phone internet and stuff!"

Yea I know they do do that stuff.

It's just I just wish they would give me love like they did with my siblings...

They always care to ask my siblings, " How was your day?" Or " What did you so today, how was it at school?"

But with me...they never do not anymore anyways.. they stopped asking me that like 1 month after school started..
They always put all my siblings first before me...

They always always do it.

I don't care about the internet or phone and stuff like that.

I appreciate how they provide what I need in life, I really do..

I just wish I got the love
My sister and brothers got...

I guess thats what I get for being the middle child?

It's mostly my mom that doesn't care.

My dad doesn't care, but shows more care and love.

It pains me everyday. Just thinking of it I can cry easily. It hurts so much even words can't explain it.

I always ask myself, " Why am I to live for if no one cares?".

But really deep deep deep down in my heart I'm just know I'm living cause I have inspirations, and motivators.

My teacher this year is one. She is lovely, very positive just a fun person to be around with. She brightens up my day everyday! (Monday thru Friday)

One direction.
My favorite. I guess you could say they are MY inspiration. They inspired me to work hard no matter how hard life is.
You may be asking " They ONLY WRITE SONGS ABOUT LOVE! WHY ARE THEY YOUR INSPIRATION!?!?"
Yea they may only write songs about love but look what they have been through.

Some People still hate 1D. And sometimes the hate comments are hurtful but guess what, the boys lived through it. They are now the top band.

They are mature now and are still rising to the top. Despite all the hate and negative hate they all got LOOK where they are now.

That's why they are my inspiration and more singers/ celebrities.

And all Of us people, that's how life is. And we live with it.

Are you the most loved one, or are you the less loved?

Who are your inspirations and motivators?

A/N: Hey! I don't know why but I cried while writing this... I guess I got a little too emotional while writing this.. Hope y'all enjoyed! Stay lovely! Thanks for reading! Be strong!