I heard beep sound of messages,
Suddenly wakes up from a deep sleep,
The night is so dark
My breath is so heavy,
It feels that I hear the sound of my own heart beat,
I sat a while and then realize,
No electricity,
My phone again rang,
It may be a call from dearest husband
I search where the light is,
I hit on a hard wall,
And hardly found my phone,
I touch my head,
Just then I realized the pain
And it hurts me.
It feels so hot like an oven
I wondered how we can tolerate in the hell,
Its impossible to bear,
Suddenly I hit on a hot teapot,
Though it's hot
I crave to have a cup of tea
Hot hair passes by me
While I breathe
But this hotness is also a blessing,
Allah created everything for us
Be thankful what you have in your life,
The hotness never ends
Sweat passes from my body,
I laid down on the sofa
Taking a sip of soda
To be cool
The night is so silent.
no sound of a bird
No human action,
It's so warm and calm
I whispered if were in the heaven,
I would have what I desire in my life,
It would be so cool and delightful
I deeply says the moment be the most grateful,
I dreamed for a while to see the new beautiful world,
I'm sure,
That day would never be too long,
For a any life on this world,
I wondered,
Was it a waste to be here?
In this timeless world where no signs of happiness,
Where no one appreciates,
No one thankful to one another,
I'm shocked
Why the people has changed?
This generation is so odd,
So cruel
Everyone bothers about their own life
No respect,
Always pointing out fingers
And blame each other
This drives me crazy,
I tried to be cheerful
But the happiness has flown away so fast
Life is so hard in this typical world,
I wonder why the life is so hard
Feels everyday is a dreadful
Completely breathless and wheezy
It's so much fear
Hear so frightening news
Where ever you go
Thinks I will hit on a virus,
It's like fighting a battle day-in, day-out.
Life is too short,
Never waste it
Every moment in this world needs to be count.
I wish I can skip this year 2020
This world is so different
No one can't go back or change what is happening,
Its a tough journey,
Never knows when is going to end,
But feels that everyday is the last day,
Every moment in this world is a dream,
I'm exhausted watching this melody drama,
Day by day
It is so magical and imaginary to see,
Can't change the past,
Pray Allah and for the safety
To Be healthy,
Pray Allah for a bight day
Allah forgives all our sins
Be kind and help each other
Be thankful for each little things in life,
Until the very last breath,
Cherish the memories that you have now.
