Sarah a shy chef who wanted her two best friends to noticed she like them more then just friends. Also struggling with the fact she also likes woman she meets a man who change her whole life.
I look around my house making sure that it clean. Breathing a sigh of relief I check the kitchen to see what I had for food. I groan thinking great now I have to make a trip to the store. Grumbling to myself as I go to my room to get ready for a shower. Singing at the top of my lungs I go into the shower washing away the night before.
Quickly throwing a pair of sweat pants and a shirt i grab my purse and keys and head out the door to the store. Making a list of what I might make for tonight's dinner I pull into the driveway at the * Group Grocery Store and find a parking space up front. Grabbing a cart and throwing veggies and going to the meat trying to think what Ethan might like to eat. Rolling my eyes I grab the steak and run back to get potatoes.
Paying for everything and heading home, I being to wonder what Ethan wanted. Most the time guys ignore me I keep to myself because I am so shy. Just asking Ethan to dinner has my hands shaking as I arrive home. My hands shaking so much I almost drop the food on the ground. I take a deep breath and bring the food into the house. I look to see what time it is and I got a few more hours before he comes.
Pulling out the spice rub I made myself I season the steaks and put them in the fridge. I go to my room too look fro something better to wear then my sweat pants and a shirt. I search through my clothes not finding anything I groan looking one more time as i put out a pair of black slacks, and find a nice dress shirt. Stripping out of my sweats and shirt I pull my slacks on and get my dress shirt. Grabbing a brush for my hair I brush out my tangles and quickly braid my hair.
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^^^^hot fireman what Ethan looks like^^^
**small time skip:
I jump as I hear my doorbell rings, my hands shake as I walk to the front door. Opening the door I peek up at Ethan standing on my front porch. My mouth watering from the view of him wearing a fireman's uniform. I smell a bit of a smoke on his uniform as he walks into my house.
I follow him to the kitchen as dinner finishes cooking as he watches my every move the silence overwhelming. Closing my eyes as my body is turned away my body shaking as my nerves take over. I don't hear the scrap of the chair I suddenly feel his hand on my shoulder, turning me to see his face close to mine.
"Breath babygirl, it's ok your safe with me"
he gently leads me to sit down. My breathing slowing down as he calmly turns off the stove. I keep my head down not wanting him to see just how embarrassed I am.
His fingers under my chin lifting my face to look at him my face bright red. He smiles at me and sits in the chair next to grabbing my hand. His warmth calming me down little by little. I have not ever warmed up to someone so fast.
As we eat our dinner me and Ethan ask each other questions and get to know each other. He tells me he works a the chief of the fire station down the road for ten years. I tell him about me being a chef and my little restaurant I worked hard to get.
He gently tells me how he is Master and how he is into bdsm. Ethan then asks if I be interested in learning and how he thinks it would help with my anxiety.
I look at him not knowing what to say my mind racing. Ethan tells me to think about it and to look up information on bdsm to see what I think. I nod my head tell him I would think about it.
He smiles and caresses the side of my face telling me he is gonna go. He tell me to call him tomorrow first thing in the morning. He takes his plates to the kitchen and turns to me and kissing my forehead walks to the front door leaving me to wonder why me.
I clean the kitchen up, then go to my room fire up my laptop typing in 'what is bdsm. My mouth falling up in shock. I didn't know why he would want me like that. Thinking about it as I close my laptop and lay down for the night.
Tossing and turning trying to decide if I should take a chance. Finally making my mind up I drift off to sleep maybe just maybe, this would push me to tell Paul and John how I feel.
