Truth

 

My name is Truth Leslie vendell . I'am 18 years old . I can sing , dance ,act and model I actually worked as a model whe I was younger and slimmer. I'am attending. College and currently have no money . i do however try to hustle whenever and however I can because I have a 5year old daughter and whatever I do , I do it so she wont ever have to in her life .

                            Chapter one

When a lot of people hear that I have a 5 year old daughter and I'am 18 I can feel the judgement forming inside of people's heart .

Like yes I had a child young but what does that prove ?

Ive been through so much and having a daughter was my first form of salvation and she rescued me from the terrible life I was living

Why is it that when you have a child young. Your life is ruined because of some hoodrats who just couldn't get thier shit together , it is so disappointing you had the opportunity to bring a nother person in to this world and you wasnt able to sacrifise what you want for that. They are bugging. This is a great accomplishment

I had a child young but it never stopped me from doing what I had to do .graduated fron high school about a year ago and I'm currently in college some people actually say to me well , it was easier for you because your child didnt live with you so you didn't take care of her on your own

I'm just like it wasnt always like that stupid

for the first year of my child's life which was the hardest I took care of her but everytime I looked into her dark brown eyes or her light complexion all I can think about who her father was and what he did to me , trust me I didnt  want to hurt this little child not physically and not emotionally either . I knew there had to be a reason why God would give me her .

    Later just after her first birthday I talked to her father and he agreed to take her to florida with him . I really bonded with my baby girl but I knew I had to give her up to give her the best out of life . i loved my baby girl and isn't that what love is about ? Sacrifice yes ! I could not let baby girl down .