Warning this chapter contains; cutting, negative thoughts, negative words.
Another Note: If you're thinking negative thoughts and cutting or other, please don't do that, you're kind, beautiful, wonderful, super awesome.
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Rauf's POV
Needed to know, but how? I guess, I have to do it, with that way, even i don't want to, but I know Faik, he wouldn't tell me. But I have to know it.
(Time skip, at home)
"Hey bro-"
"drop the act"
"What do you mean?"
"You know what I mean"
"Oh w-well, i-i g...guess you fi-find out.."
(Time skip)
Writer's POV
After they fighted, yelled at each other. Faik was going to the bathroom, but he grabbed a knife, then he locked the door, he looked at the mirror, tears were slowly running out of he's face, but he always acted to be happy, like everything was okay, even it hurts, he tried everything, to be happy, but it was the last trying for him.
*flashback*
"CAN'T YOU JUST KILL YOUR SELF!" Bully said.
"YOU DON'T BELONG HERE!" Bully said.
"HAHAHAHA! LOOK AT THIS BITCH" bully said.
"WHY ARE YOU STILL ALIVE!?" Bully said.
"IF I WERE YOU I WOULD KILL MYSELF" bully said.
"YOU CAN'T EVEN SING" bully said.
"WHAT ARE YOU DOING HERE" bully said.
*end of the flashback*
Faik's POV
It was the last trying for me. I guess, it's the time for me to cut.
They are right I should die.
*slice*
I can't even be a good brother.
*slice*
I'm not good enough.
*slice*
Rauf is hating me right now.
*slice*
I'm a disgrace for my family.
*slice*
Mina will never love me!
*slice*
*slice*
*slice*
W...why..?
*slice*
*slice*
*slice*
*slice*
*slice*
*slice*
My arms were full of blood, I quickly grabbed the bandges. But, I had to hide it from other, so I can do it again.
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Hey, this writer can't get positive thoughts, lately, it's been hard for me to think positive so please, don't do that shock at comments. I added the warning, so have a good day! Bye, bye, pupsiki❤
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