just live dude. that's the best thing any of can do. we're still really young and have so much ahead of us, if something doesn't work out now then it doesn't work out. if in the future paths cross again and it's different then maybe it was meant for a different time. but all you can do is live life. avoiding how you feel, buying to fill a void, or looking for them all over again isn't gonna help. you're gonna keep yourself in a loop of self hurt and self sabotage. you gotta go through the emotional, mental, and possibly physical therapy and revolution hurting and heartache will bring you. it helps you become who you will be in the future and most of all it'll help you become the person, the right person, that someone will love. someone who will sit and listen and understand as to why you are the way you are, heartache and all. there's no rush to get over someone, but there's also no time to be staying in the part or hurting yourself. the only time we have is the one we're living in and if we don't stop and realize everything goes by so fast and something could change so quickly you'll miss it. emotionally, we're all still fucken dumb a little bit mentally too
but it's okay. we're meant to be especially as young adults. we needa learn, not only for ourself but for our future kids too. so don't beat yourself up for not getting over her so quickly. things take time man, hell a whole human takes time to develop, and then some to grow, to age; and then to die. we're still growing
